Aphmau (Jessica) x Reader (girl x girl)

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(Here ya guys finally go lol)

"Jessica?"

      This is something I wish I had never stumbled apon. It was Jessica and Jason kissing. Jess quickly looked up and gave me a sad expression while pulling away from Jason. "I have to think about the kids, (Y/N)." She quickly looks down to her feet.

      "Are you kidding me? Have you had this in your mind the whole time? Were you just leading me on? Was I a toy to-" I stopped as I noticed the smug smile on Jason's face. "Go ahead. Tell her, Jess." He played his arm around her shoulders. "You get off of-" I started to yell as Jess cut me off "(Y/N), please." She looks up at me with tears stained cheeks. My expression turns soft. "I. Um. I'm pregnant, (Y/N)."

      My jaw falls slack. "Are you. Your kidding right? This is all a joke and everyone is in on it, right?" I say out of disbelief. No one responds. "Are you joking me." I whisper. "How long have you known?!" I almost scream. I can't believe her! "You were never supposed to find out like this, we can talk about-" I cut her off "No! I hope your fucking happy, Jessica" I scream, running out the of the room.

      I kiss each of Jessica's kids on the head and say bye. As I'm about the walk out of the door, Jess steps out of the room and gives me a pleading look. I let tears run down my cheeks. "I love you" I say, turning out the door.

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      I start running down the rain filled street. The streets are pretty empty, and to make it better it was raining. You know that feeling where you just feel out of control of everything in your life? That's how I feel right about now. I stop at the near by park. Great, just to make me feel even better.

      I really did love her. I love her so much. And I understand the sacrifice she is making. But I just dont understand why she couldnt tell me first. I was the one that was in love with her then. And I know he's the father, but she would be leaving ME. She left ME. why did she have to leave.

      I plop down on the wet park bench, letting my head fall in my hands. Good thing you cant tell the difference between rain and tears.

(Sorry this was short, kids. But at least your not still on edge, just sad lmao)