He's the one (joe sugg fanfic)

Wake up

Joe's P.O.V

I saw Liss run back into the house but she didn't stop to say anything she just ran into the bathroom, but that was a few hours ago and me and zoe began to worry. I walk up to the bathroom door and gently knock "Liss" no answer "Liss its joe you in their" no noise at all i started worrying more "this don't funny are you in their!" silence.

I opened the door and the sight i see is horrific, Alissa layed on the floor in a pool of her own blood her eyes are shut and her breathing is becoming slower each minutes. "No no no Alissa please wake up" her hand violently twitched "wake up please for me" my eyes grew a layer of water that slowly turned into a stream of tears rolling down my face, "please...i love you." Im now holding her bloody wounded body in my arms like a baby with my chin on top of her head, and slowly her breathing started getting even slower and her hand stopped twitching and her eyes fully closed i cried loudly not caring who heard me until zoe runs, she sees Alissa and the horror scene and she screams and crumbles to the floor. I finally have the courage to check her pulse its still beating but very very slow i have to call 999, they tell me an ambulance is on its way i kiss Alissa on her lips my tears splashing onto her pale face "i love you" and with that i dragged a screaming zoe out of the bathroom as the ambulance arrived and paramedics rushed into the house Zoe was whaling in my arms and when they carry Liss out she screams and drags us both to the floor. As we walk out to the ambulance our neighbours were out their faces were full of shock and horror i sadly smile at them all and rush into the ambulance with Alissa and Zoe. i cant believe the girl i love is the hospital dyeing

Again

We were at the hospital within 10 minutes and liss was rushed into a room and me and zoe got shut out.

After 2 hours of waiting we go let into the room where Alissa is, her eyes are still closed but her heart rate is normal and so is her breathing Zoe cries again and goes out the room to calm down and phone alfie. I sit next to the bed on a chair and hold Alissa's hand and tears started dropping down my face, the doctor that looked after her when she was in a coma came in and greeted me i dried my eyes

"What happened to her!" the doctors finished writing on his clipboard then walks over to me

"Alissa had self harmed with a razor blade and cut quite deep, do you have any idea why she would do this?"

I shake my head having no idea why she would do this then i realised. Finn. "she's being having a rough time with her boyfriend and we had a party earlier today when she came out of hospital and he had done something bad as she ran out screaming at him"

"Ah okay has she ever self harmed before?"

"I think so but not this bad"

Me and the doctor carry on talking about her condition and things.

Alissa's P.O.V

My eyes slowly fluttered open to see i was yet again in a hospital room and i see Joe and the doctor who looked after me for the 6 months talking, i look down at my arms to see cuts all over my pale skin my chest tightens and i start to realise

Im still here

I clear my sore dry throat "why am i still here" joe and the doctor instantly look over to me, joe walks over to me and grabs my hand "they saved you" my eyes well up "but i wanted to die" Everyone goes silent the doctor stopped writing joe looked up at me dead in the eyes, i stare back into his shining blue eyes getting lost in them. I get snapped out of my daydream when the doctor said he'd give me and joe some space and tell zoe about everything i smile then turn to joe. he looks at the plain hospital floor but im still staring at him

"Im sorry" he looks up at me with watery eyes

"For what?" im pretty sure he knows full well why but wants to here it from me.

"For everything, for this trying to kill myself, things have just been tough lately and Finn well he's history" my eyes start filling with water then they emptied themselves causing little droplets to race down my face. Joe grabs my hand and rubs his thumb back and forth on my palm

"Dont cry liss i understand things go to much its happened before just never say you want to die ever i wouldn't be able to live without you" his eyes were glistening of the light and staring into my dull lifeless eyes i smile at him and dry my eyes.Joe gets up to give me a hug but my instincts take over and as he gets closer to my face i place my chapped lips into his smooth lips he pulls back in shock then kisses me again its full of feeling and emotions and lasts about 10 seconds, i pull away and smile then zoe walks in, she runs in and hugs me and says some things that i didnt quite here but i hugged her back and told her i loved her.

I had to stay in the hospital overnight but was free to go the next day