Him / DISCONTINUED

He knew?

I was so surprised at what sasuke was saying. "what do you mean?" He then faces me again. "y/n, i know you don't love me. I know you've been lying to me this whole time. I don't know what i did wrong or what happened, but is it because you're scared of me? Are you intimidated by me?" H-he knew? This whole time... that i didn't.... love him? Is that why he had acting different? What have i done? I've totally messed with someone for my own selfish reasons.... "Sasuke, you're right." He's surprised by my reply. "I don't love you, not anymore. There was a time where i adored you. You were my everything and i'd do anything to be with you. Though, times changed. I'm not sure why i asked to be with you. It was a selfish and shameful thing for me to do. I'm sorry. I truely am. You don't have to forgive me and i don't expect you to but i'm not afraid of you. I do treasure you, but not in that way anymore." i dislike crying in front of people. In fact i hate crying i general. I can't cry in front of sasuke right now. It'll just make me look like an attention seeker. "y/n. Don't." huh? Sasuke looks at me with an indescribable look in his eyes. "Don't hold back." I study him more. The look turns into sadness and sorrow. He steps towards me. "Let me just express my love for you one more time." He caresses my face slowly and tenderly. He pulls me close. I'm still fighting back my tears. This isn't helping right now. " Y/n, I'm sorry." I don't get it. "what are you apologising for? It's my fault..." I look up at him. He's staring right into my eyes. Then i can feel him pulling down my sleeves. "S-SASUKE WAIT!" I push him off me making him fall. "Ah, sasuke, i-i'm sorry." He doesn't look up. He starts mumbling something. "sasuke?...." he suddenly looks up. "WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS?!? IF YOU'RE JUST GOING TO LEAD ME ON AND USE ME DONT! I HAVE FEELINGS AS WELL! JUST BECAUSE IM AN UCHIHA DOESNT MEAN I DONT LOVE! Y/N! I LOVED YOU!" Sasuke explodes with emotions. I'm not sure what to say. I really am a bad person. "I LOVED YOU SO MUCH! I REALLY- I REALLY..... wanted to spend the rest of my life with you..." Sasuke starts crying. I've never seen him like this. It's so different from the Sasuke i know. I want to comfort him, but i'll just hurt him more if i try. "y/n, please just leave..." I hold back the tears which are now on the edge of pouring out. I run away as quick as i could. I couldnt stay there any longer. "Hey!" Huh? "What are you doing out late again?" Are they talking to me? I look around but can't see anyone. "Up here, in the tree. You know where we met last time." IS IT? I look up to face him. ITS REALLY HIM!
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holy shivers a long asssss chapter. I really do appreciate everyone of you guys that still read this. It really means a lot. Anyway if you have any suggestions on what to do please comment, i need inspiration T^T