People ask us "How did you lose so much weight?!"
So we answer with what we think we're supposed to say..
"Eating better, excersize, and restrictive dieting"
We're telling the truth...just not the whole truth.
our "eating better" and "restrictive dieting" just happens to be nothing at all...
and our "excersize" happens to be working our asses off all night, and every oppertunity we have...
But we can't express that to you.
Becasue that'd be "seeking attention" or "lying"
after all, we aren't "thin enough to have an Eating Disorder"
Whenever you ask us "what's wrong?"
We can't really say "I just want to slice my skin open, and starve until I'm skinny"
So we just say stuff like "I'm just tired"
but you don't know that it's "the kind of tired sleep can't fix"
you say that "beauty is what's on the inside" we say "beauty is pain"
"beauty is only skin deep" because everyone knows it's not just on the inside,
everyone knows people judge you on your outside before they even bother to say a single word to you.
So now I say "good night" to you...
but what I really mean is "good bye" because I'm not waking up tomorrow
