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Gerard Gay

"Okay Gerard. I'm freaking the fuck out right now! Who the fuck was that?!" Mikey shouted.

"Uh. That's just my friend!" Gerard shot back.

"What the hell Gerard! What about Frank where is he?! He said that you hated him!" Mikey snapped.

"Look look, Mikey- Wait i thought i was supposed to go get you." Gerard panicked.

"You fucking dipshit! I tried calling you atleast five hundred times! What the fuck Gerard. I was worried. Pete had to pay an Uber to take me home! And then I come home to see you making out with some guy! So are you gay now or some shit? And you didn't tell me? And I told you? What the fuck!" Mikey shouted.

"Look Mikey I'm so sorry!" Gerard cried trying to hold back his threatening tears.

"Fuck! You are gay! I should have noticed! I fuc- Nevermind! Fuck you Gerard! Fuck you!" Mikey screamed and stomped up the stairs slamming his door behind him.

Gerard ran up to his room also shutting his door, laying in his bed with his face in his pillow crying. Screaming crying. Eyeliner trails were now on his pillow. He continued crying for hours. He didn't think of anything and he felt so terribly bad for Frank.

—-

The next morning Gerard had dried tears on his face. He got up and went to the bathroom but ran into Mikey. He was combing his hair down then throwing a beanie on.

"Oh, it's you." Mikey groaned rolling his eyes.

"M-Mike, p-please-"

"No Gerard. Im done with you. You never tell me anything. And you have a lot of issues you won't help yourself with. And Frank is literally depressed now because of you." Mikey explained with anger. " And I'm walking to Pete's house this morning." he said and walked away from him grabbing his bag and headed out the door.

Gerard started to get undressed to dress up for the day. He checked his phone to see the notification 'billiejoearmstrong has just posted a photo'. He clicked on it and saw another shirtless pic.
Since Gerard was practically naked he started to jerk off to it.
He stared thinking of what happened yesterday. Just the feeling of his soft lips. The feeling of him grinding on him. And suddenly he came on his hand.

"Fuck!" Gerard groaned.

He went to wash his hands, get dressed, so his hair, pick out one of his 56 jackets in his closet, and headed out the door.

—-

Gerard got to school and instantly saw Billie. He ran into him.
"Hey Ger-"

Gerard hugged him tight and started to cry.

"Gerard? What's wrong?" Billie asked

Gerard didn't answer but instantly kissed Billie.

While they kissed Frank was walking up the stairs and turn on the corner to see Gerard kissing Billie.
Frank backed up. Tears let out. He ran to the bathroom. Biting on his lip piercing thinking why Gerard would have not told him.

"Gerard-"

"Billie. I need you. Be mine. Please." Gerard mumbled.

Billie had a devilish smirk on his face. Biting and licking his lips. "Okay, Babe." he winked.

Billie now carried Gerard in his arms when Gerard was attached to him like a sloth on a branch.

They walked past Gerard's old group which Mikey, Frank, Pete, Brendon, Patrick, and Alex.
All in awe after seeing Billie carry Gerard.

The bell rang and they walked to first period when Billie sat Gerard down at the table and saw an unfamiliar face sitting with them.

"Uh, are you new?" Billie asked the boy with green spiked hair.

"Hell yeah I am." This kid reached across the table and shook Billie's hand."Names Tre, Tre Cool." as Tre tried to greet Gerard also but got rejected instantly.

Gerard had a bad feeling about this guy.

—-

Gerard was in emotional trauma. He knew Mikey would never forgive him. He was walking to class alone when suddenly Frank pulled him to the side.

"Frank! What are you doing?" He questioned.

Frank started crying. "Gerard, I'm so sorry." Frank said heavily sobbing."I shouldn't have told you i was gay." He cried. "And you didn't tell me YOU were gay. I saw you kissing Billie this morning." he cried some more.

Gerard started crying when he saw his best friend crying. " Frank I don't hate you." he cried." i just thought you hated me because you wouldn't talk to me." Gerard cried.

"B-but, you never told me, y-you were gay."

"I meant to tell you okay? I'm just a shy blob and so many bad things happen and i'm so done with everything and telling you i was gay would just make it worse and yes Billie is my crush.." Gerard cried wiping tears.

"So are you guys like, dating?"Frank questioned.

"Yeah. I asked him this morning." said Gerard as he looked down and not noticing Franks disappointed face and he frown and let out a tear.

"Fuck.." Frank cried.

"Frank? What's wrong?" Gerard asked concerned about his friend.

"It's nothing uh, we should go to class."

"Okay Frank." Gerard said pulling Frank into a tight hug.

this book fucking sucks now

don't worry frerard will be coming soon

for the mean time just let me do me

actually that's kinda gay

thanks for reading <3