Jon woke up to the feeling of someone crawling into bed with him. Much to his suprise, it was Eduardo. "U-um...Eduardo...? Is everything okay...?" He asked, petting the top of Eduardo's head. Eduardo was silent. "Hey....are you okay....?" Jon asked again, attempting to make Eduardo look at him. Eduardo buried his face in Jon's shoulder, suppressing a sob. "Hey hey hey....Edu....it's okay....don't cry...." Jon said, hugging him tightly.
Eduardo squeezed him back, letting the sobs go. Jon was so confused, but he cared about Eduardo, so of course he was going to comfort him. Even if Eduardo treated him like trash sometimes. Even if Eduardo never returned his love.
Eduardo finally pulled back to look at Jon, holding his face. Jon blushed lightly. "I'm sorry I treat you so bad....you deserve better than a piece of shit friend like me......you deserve friends like....like Edd and them...." Eduardo whispered, tears in his eyes. The smell of alcohol was strong on him. Jon knew this wouldn't last, so he was going to make the best of it. He hugged Eduardo tightly again "I don't want them as friends...I love you and Mark.".
Eduardo smiled "Aww...I love you too Jon...". Jon giggled "Well I love you more!". "Not possible." Eduardo purred, cupping Jon's chin. Jon blushed "I love you to the moon and back a billion times!". Eduardo smiled wider "I love you to infinity and beyond.". Jon smiled, looking at Eduardo dreamily.
He knew Eduardo didn't mean any of this, but it still felt nice to hear his long-time crush say that. "Okay, you win...if you can prove how much you love me." Jon said, kissing Eduardo's nose. Eduardo grabbed his face and kissed him. Jon sighed happily. Even with the taste of vodka on his lips, Eduardo's kiss was so sweet and perfect. Jon felt his happiness drain ever so slightly when Eduardo pulled away. "I love you that much times a bazillion!" Eduardo sang "I always have and I always will!".
Jon smiled. This was not the first time Eduardo had confessed his love to him while he was drunk, and Jon was sure it wouldn't be the last. Within the past two months Eduardo had been drinking as if he was trying to drown himself. Jon's bottle of diet smirnoff had drained quickly, even though he rarely treated himself to a cup of chocolate milk and vodka. It was a treat to himself when he had a good day. Now it was gone and Eduardo had about a dozen empty bottles of cheap alcohol in his room. Maybe even more.
Jon felt like it was his fault Eduardo was going through whatever crisis he was going through. He sighed. Eduardo cocked his head slightly "What's wrong?". Jon shook his head "Nothing Edu. Nothing's wrong.". Eduardo huffed "Tell me....". Jon just pulled him close and kissed him again "I just love you, that's all.". Eduardo chuckled "You're so cuuute....".
Jon snuggled against Eduardo's chest and fell asleep with a smile on his face, even though he knew Eduardo would be gone before he woke up. Eduardo smiled and pulled him as close as possible.
(Sorry if this is bad, I'm no good at writing :/ I hope you few Eduarjon shipers liked it tho :) )
