The thought of kissing you is stuck in my head
I'm confused and can't concentrate
There is no cure to what I have
I have to survive
Hoping
Imagining
I know you lost your confidence
...so did I
I miss you when your not around
When I'm about to die
The thought of saying something scares me
What are you going to say to me?
or even more important
Would i hurt you?
All I can say right now is
I'm sorry
To you, my brain and my heart
My heart is starting to accept
When you say i love you baby
You actually mean it
not like the many others that walked out when i didn't say it back
You respected that i couldn't say it back yet
Because i didn't know what it was
Now i know
You, you showed me what real love is
and i thank you for that
and for that i will wait baby
i love you
hope you remember that
