I rolled over to check if Jae was awake, "are you awake?" Jae violently flopped over and looked at me with true hatred in his eyes. "Bitch, the fuck you want?" I sighed, of course he was mad at me. "Jae, I need to tell you something, it's really important-" Jae sat up in his bed, his eyes looking dead as ever. "No. Don't do it and while your at it, call me stranger."
The weekend passed with no interaction. None of us made a move. None of us spoke. We were silent. Minding our own business. The only time we talked was on Sunday. I had asked Jae if he could go out with the garbage since I was sick of doing it. He had told me to fuck off but he did it anyways. I knew I had fucked up. Jae hated it when people were gonna tell him something but then ended up changing their minds. He had experienced it so much and at this point he would've push away anyone who did it. That's why he pushed me away. He hated me. I had lost hope.
"Hi stranger..could you please stop avoiding me? I'm sick and tired of being ignored. It's not fun. Especially when you decide to lock yourself in your room for days. Like please stop. I know u hate when people change their minds and I'm sorry. If you come out, we can y'all about it. I'll tell you what I'll always wanted to tell you. I just can't bring myself to say it. I fear of being rejected, I mean for gods sake doesn't we all?? Rejection hurts and I'm afraid your gonna hate me forever if I tell you what I want to tell you. So if you could please come out and face me. I'll explain everything I swear to god, I won't chicken out..." I slid the piece of paper under his door and now it was just to wait.
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Lmao I apologize for making Jae and Brian hate each other
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Strawberries & Kisses
RomanceThere was a sophomore I liked, his name was Jaehyung but everyone called him Jae, we had talked in music class and such but other than that we didn't talk much It was my junior year but I still had this and next year left to get Jae
