(From here on starts actual cringy excerpts from my journal)
For once I'm not goint to ruin a nice journal. Although it will be full of random stuff but I don't care. For example Middle School Drama (*drawn in at the side* "not just middle school") inner thoughts, and quotes. (A/N when I was younger I was obessed with quotes and I had binders upon binders of quotes that I had just randomly written down and then my meaning to them) Things will just be on random pages like for eample today (2-26-15) is one day befor my moms birthday and the last time I screenshotted my phone I was facetiming <3<3 EVAN<3<3 for one hour and sixteen minutes. IT WAS AWESOME!! HE loves videogames and I try to go along with him. Why doesn't he like like me though? I held back and now he's like facetiming me for one hour and sixteen minutes so ya he isn't just ignoring me anymore but he doesn't love me either, but I still have hope. I now actually belive that thing that I saw about the whole 90% people marry their middle school crush. I think it'll be true My friends keep telling me that I can do better than him, just I really like love him. He's in my league and single. And I don't know why he's just kind, cute, and those blue eyes are just like the galaxies in his eyes when I look into them but he is now getting glasses and braces. He's gonna be a nerd without the brain. (A/N OOOOH BURN) Well now I'm going to bed if I can since I can't stop thinking about him, maybe we can Facetime tomorrowt too that would be awesome! But he doesn't want to go to Splash Lagoon but really, who wouldn't but he has a good reason his birthday party is Saturday to Sunday night. I just want to see him and talk to him. Now I'm going to bed to dream about him ZZzzz Zzz
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A/N yes I had actually written that, Evan was my first ever real crush and consequently four years later when I have a good relationship he was going to try to get with me, so this excerpt had actually broughten back memories. But I hadn't ever read this entire journal through but I'll try to explain as much as I really can. But hey at least the excerpts are short and sweet. And I'm writing them word per word and including the errors of my childhood.
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Dear Diary
Roman pour AdolescentsBASED ON A TRUE STORY (its my life shhhhh) Dear Diary, Hi. I am six. Today is my birthday. My mom bought me this book. She said it'd be good to write my feelings in it. Whatever that means. I hate my brother. Today he cut all the hair off my barbie...
