Unknown number // Taennie

Chapter 34

Jennie and Yoongi were both in their shared living room. Both exhausted after their individual bad days.

Jennie was at the coffee table on the floor doing some homework that was already overdue. It stressed her to the bone and all she wanted was to go to sleep for 24 hours straight. The fact that Yoongi was listening to some loud as music in his headphones didn't calm her at all.

"Yoongi" She said voice raised but the boy was still oblivious.

She grabbed a pencil from the table in front of her and threw it right at his face. It caused him to open his eyes and look at her with a rather annoyed look.

"What do you want?" He said

"I can hear your music"

"So can i" He put his headphones back on, turning up the volume a tiny bit more just to annoy her.

"fuck u" she said quietly under her breath.

"I heard that"

"What the fuck is up with you today? What is making you so goddamn unhappy that you have to be so annoying?" She asked in an angry tone and looked up at him. He was swaying his head from side to side to the beat in his ears not reacting.

But Jennie knew, that he had heard her.

She had, had enough. His behavior was unusual and though she was mad at him she couldn't help feeling concerned. He never behaved like this, well he did quite often actually but never towards her. Jennie had always been his sweet spot.

She stood up snatching Yoongi's headphones out of his ears. It obviously bothered him but not even he could deny the elephant in the room. She sat down beside him and asked him, now in a sincere concerned tone.

"What's wrong Yoongs?"

YOONGI'S POV

I debated if i should lie to her or not. If i should tell her that i realized that my love for her is onesided or that I'm just tired.

Jennie i see everything. You think i don't but i do. I see you starting to love somebody else. I see how your face lights up every time he sends you a text. How you will giggle and turn serious whenever i ask what you are looking at. How you stiffen up whenever i hold you close and how your need for me decreases slowly as time passes. I realized I loved you long, long time ago so i have known it for a while, but i think you are starting to realize it to. And it scares you because you don't want to hurt me when you tell me that you don't feel the same. You distance yourself from me and i know I have gotten to attached to you. I know it is stupid that i find my happiness in you when you no longer find yours in me. I know you used to, but that was back when i was all you had.

It kills me.

It keeps me up all night. Because i will stay here waiting for you, forever if that is what it takes, but you will leave me.

To be honest my love, if you could read my mind, you would be in tears.

"It's nothing" i said shrugging it off as if i meant it.

She shook her head, seeing right through me.

"I just don't know how to deal with onesided love" I said almost choking on the words.

"Yoongi baby, you shall never beg someone to love you. There is no use in hopeless pleas trying to make someone stay. You are too to good to chase after someone who doesn't see your worth and acknowledge your value. You deserves to be loved unconditionally. You shouldn't have to fight so hard for it." she said tasting every word. Trying to make it more bearable for me to comprehend.

My eyes we teary by now. I wonder if she knows i'm talking about her.

"I love you" She said. Her tiny hands wiping away a warm tear that managed to escape.

And there she was confusing me once again. Leaving me with yet another hope that maybe she could love me the same way that i love her.

"I love you" I said. Though we both said the exact same words i could tell we meant in two completely different ways.

"Come let's go to your bedroom and watch a movie" She said standing up and grabbing my hand. She sat me down on my bed and went straight to my closet, few moments later she threw me my favorite pair of sweats and told me to change into them. I did so. I decided to lay down and pick a movie while she was tidying around. She walked over to my window, admired the night sky for a moment before closing the curtains.

"Can i borrow one of your shirts?" She said shyly batting her lashes. As if i could reject her.

I nodded, hoping she would ask. She loves wearing my clothes, but to be honest i'm sure that I enjoy it way more than she does. She let out a little happy squeal, picking out one of my t-shirts.

I was taken back when she slipped of the dress she was wearing throwing it to the floor.

She was beautiful. Absolutely breathtaking. She had a face of an angel, body of a model.

She was that rare kind of beautiful that could either leave you lovestruck or fucking horny.

And right now i was experiencing the most dangerous of the two. My dick wasn't getting harder, but my heartbeat was. So i decided to look away and focus on picking a movie.

Not long after Jennie waddled over to my bed and though it was wrong, i couldn't help but drink her in. She looked adorable in my shirt. It looked huge on her delicate body. Exposing one of her lovely shoulders, which was both a blessing and a curse. It ended mid-thigh so her toned legs was showing as well.

I felt like a sinner, and all i did was looking at her.

She dumped down beside me and I swallowed the lump in my throat. This girl made me weak.

"Is 'The Notebook' alright?" I asked and she nodded placing her head on my chest. Her fingers was already tracing patterns on my stomach, mine running through her hair. It calmed me down.

As minutes passed our hearts began beating slowly as one. We were breathing in sync as if we were meant for each other. I kissed her head as i felt my eyes getting heavy and before i knew it i was in deep sleep.