Saphire

PJ

Hi guys it's me again the updates might be sort of slow but I'm going to try and write everyday.
Saphires POV
I would like to keep it that way also. It's best if Ruby doesn't know what her sister did. She is just too pure for this horrible horrible world. As we were walking home I saw PJ walking. He was slightly in front of Ruby and I. I didn't fully trust him yet so I grabbed Ruby's hand and she understood why. We went to walk around PJ when he noticed me."Hey your the girl I saw at lunch right?" I heard him say. I turn around and reply " Yes I am. Also this is my little sister Ruby." He crouched down so he was Ruby's level and said," Well Hello Ruby, my name is PJ it's very nice to meet you." Ruby looked up at me and gave me a look asking if it was ok to shake his hand back, and I gave her a nod signaling that it was fine. Ruby shook his hand, and said,"Hi PJ." Ruby didn't have as bad of trust issues as I did. That's probably because she was only 2 when our parents left. However I was 8. She also still doesn't know what Opal did. Which is good or she would want to stay home all the time. It would traumatize he poor innocent brain. Ruby and PJ started talking about things they liked, it was kind of like the questions he asked me at lunch. From this I found out PJ also has 2 younger siblings and 3 older siblings, he also has 2 dogs. Ruby has a very bad habit of once she meets someone she doesn't want to stop talking to them. I said to Ruby," Ruby I think we should get going Emerald needs food sometime today." Then Ruby had to ask a question I could not say no to or I would sound like a bitch ," Well can PJ come with us?" There is no way I could say no to that without sounding like a horrible person. I already knew exactly what he was going to say once we got to our house. He was going to ask where my parents are. I didn't want to tell him all about how they left us alone. I don't want him knowing about my family! God he might even find out about Opal! My anxiety started to rise and boy it rose quick. I said," I suppose PJ could come. That is if he wants to of course." It came out surprisingly calm. He said,"I guess I'll come." But I, however am the very opposite of calm. On the inside I'm having a breakdown, going through a crisis, I have all of me awful memories flashing back at me. The night Opal killed that poor boy. The night my parents left. All of the times Opal would hit me. The countless times I have cut myself. The panic attacks that I've had. Then I realized I just needed to think about my happy place and calm myself down. We started walking towards the house as I took deep breaths in and out. I was soon pretty calm. Not fully calm because Ruby wanted me to let a stranger who I just met today into our house. We got to the door and I opened it. I was ready for the question where are your parents. But.... it never came? I grabbed the mail that was on the floor as we walked in. I set it down on the table. Right now the state was providing us with money to take care of ourselves because both Ruby and I are still minors. It's not going to put us into debt until I turn 18 then I have to get a job and pay for Ruby and I or else we will go into debt and we won't have anywhere to go. I showed PJ around I showed him my room, I showed him Ruby's room, I showed him the bathroom, I showed him the basement. Gosh I hadn't been in the basement for a long time. Once I realized Opal made a meth lab out of our basement I stopped going down there. Once she was in prison I realized I was going to have to clean that up before the cops came to investigate, and that was the last time I had been down there. Until today of course. Once I showed him all of the house, Ruby pulled me aside to ask me something. She whispered in my ear," Do you have a crush on PJ?" I hadn't really thought about it. I mean he was kinda cute. We also liked a lot of the same stuff. I just told her ," I don't know Ruby he seems nice but I haven't talked to him much. We'll see. If I do I'll tell you I promise." Then we walked back over to PJ. Ruby said she was going to go play in her room. That what she usually does until she wants to talk to me or watch TV or until I call her for dinner. PJ and I went into my room to hand out. We talked a little more. I asked him if he had a girlfriend wherever he had come from. He said no then asked me the same. I also said no. I told him everyone makes fun of me.

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Thats when he did the strangest thing. He kissed me. For a second I was suppressed but then I kissed back. My hands found their way to his hair. He started to take off my shirt. I completely forgot Ruby was in the house. But for some reason I think she suspected this would happen. I pulled his shirt off. Holy shit he had abs he was almost as hot as Andy Beirsack! He then took my pants off then his own. I unclasped my bra and took off my underwear. He took off all that he had left on. Oh my he was BIG ( NO Carissa not Bug Chungus) he was 10 inches.

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Ruby must've not realized that we were doing this but thank god I taught her some manners or we would have gotten caught. She knocked on the door," Saphie I'm hungry when are you going to start dinner?" We quickly covered ourselves and I said," I'll be out in a couple minutes Ruby!" Once I heard her bedroom door close we started to get dressed again. Then he asked me," um would you mabey want to be my girlfriend?" I said," Well duh we almost fucked obviously I would want to be your girlfriend!" We both giggled. I came out of my room and started to make some dinner. I was too lazy to cook today so we were having microwave macoroni and cheese. PJ joined us for dinner. I offered to let him spend the night because I remembered earlier today he told me about how his older brother Adrian,who he shared a room with, likes to hurt him. Ruby asked," But where would he sleep?"
Then I told Ruby," Remember the question you asked earlier? Well um the answer is actually yes so he can sleep in my room." Ruby said,"I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! YOU LOVE HIM! YOU WANT TO KISS HIM! AND YOU WANT TO HAVE HIS BABIES!" I was now extremely embarrassed but I still had the patients to yell at her," RUBY PEARL JEWEL SIT YOU BUTT DOWN RIGHT NOW AND BE QUIET SO I CAN EXPLAIN." And Ruby did exactly what I asked and kept her smile on her face" Now to explain as I was trying to before you started fangirling like you do whenever I let you watch YouTube. So um PJ is actually my boyfriend now Ruby. And yes as you said we did um...," I looked over at PJ and smirked,"... kiss and almost a bit more." She immediately screamed ," OH MY GOSH I SHIP IT MORE THAN I SHIP AMYIPLIER!"( nope I cant bring Septiishu back into this without crying) " Oh my gosh Ruby do you see what I mean FANGIRLING!" ( I cant really judge Ruby because I do it too Lol XD) When we finished dinner. Ruby went to get cleaned up for bed. PJ picked me up and set me down on the table and started to kiss my neck again. " PJ stop it I have to put Ruby to bed then we can mabey finish what we stared. Ruby came out and saw me sitting on the table and thought something was wrong. " Saphie are you ok?" " Yeah Ruby I'm fine sweety." Then I took her to bed and tucked her in. ( also in case you were wondering Ruby is the picture at the top of this chapter Opal is going to be at the top of the next chapter) As soon as I closed Ruby's door I felt PJ's hands wrap around my wait and hug me. Then he spun me around and kissed me. We went into my bedroom and I figured that since he had already seen me naked I may as well change. I did what I normally do I took my shirt off I threw on a hoodie and then took my bra off. PJ watched me the whole time then asked," How the hell do you take your bra off after you put your clothes on?!" I just said," It's really simple all I do is pull my arms inside my shirt like I'm trying to be a T-Rex with Ruby. I unclasp it, slide it off my shoulders, put my arms back normal and pull my bra out." He kept staring at me with wide eyes like he couldn't believe what he just saw me do. I giggled. He just took the hoodie he was wearing off and crawled under the blanket with me.

I hope you all enjoy this book. It's going to get really sad at one point but that's not for quite a while.