cranes in the sky | Kim Namjoon

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 Namjoon POV

I'm walking on the lonely road, on the way back to my small apartment, kicking the rocks as I go. I'm pretty frustrated, if I'm being completely honest. 

I feel bad about what I've done. I know she said it was okay, but in her eyes I could see she was just as annoyed with me as I am with myself.

I usually don't talk to anyone when I go out, especially beautiful girls like herself. It should've went better but I just had to be a klutz.

I haven't had an actual girlfriend since high school. I was an awkward boy who was naive when it came to love. I still am. I write love songs like I know what I'm talking about, when In reality I'm clueless.

When I met Rina, she had such sparkly brown eyes. Her skin gleamed. Her hair flowed down her back. Is this what a crush feels like?

I've never had a real crush before. Of course when I see someone beautiful I'm like, woah, but with Rina it's different. I have a real interest in wanting to know about her. She ran away before I could even try to get her number, and I get why.

Hopefully I can meet her again soon.