𝙖𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 ; 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐱 ✓ [𝕖𝕕𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘]

𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯

title|| new life? (pt.2)

I woke up, my face was sweating and my hands were red, for clinching my hands together so hardly. But the dream was a flash back.. I didn't fucking like it, not even one bit at all. It was painful. Seeing Alex- No Y/N don't you fucking dare think about him! Fucking move on! I shut my eyes together.

I can't get over with him..

- Alex's
POV

"Alex, you alright?" I flinched, at Jame's sudden voice. I nodded, "I'm alright..." "Youre not, is it about her?" He sighs at me, i breathed out and nodded slowly. "You nonce, why don't you go after her?" I swear, I almost fell off my chair. "You know I can't do that! I don't wanna intrude her privacy." I'm weak, I can't even face her anymore.

James rubs his chin, started to think of a way. "James plea-" "How much do you love her?" My heart stopped, I miss her warmth, I miss how she argued with me, but the problem is I can't look at her. She hurt me, she never told me about having feelings for Will. But when she said those three words. It made my heart skipped a beat. Her sobs just hurts my heart, she's too precious to be harmed.

- flash back

Will came out after visiting his time there, "how was it?" I looked up, he smiles and nodes. "Great! Y/n wants to see you." My eyes slightly widen, my cheeks turned pink.

Why does she even want to see me? After our argument?

A hand tapped on my shoulders, "Go on cunt, you don't want her waiting." I sighed and nodded. Will sat in his seat and opened his phone. As I went inside, she was sitting up, holding the rose that Will gave her. She noticed my appearance, smiled weakly at me.

"Hey.. Are you okay?" She drops her smile and looks away, "Yeah..." that's all she replied to me. I gulped nervously and went to sit on her bed. She looked calm and peaceful but a little heart broken? Her eyes went watery. "Y/n I'm-" "Do you know how much you've  caused me? I've been a lot ever since I left my parents' house, I didn't have anyone when Adrian was sent to daycare. You know how much it would have taken me to stand up by myself, without anyone's help?" She vented. "Y/n... I'm.." She cut me off, "You're sorry? How pathetic can you get? I didn't even fucking admit that I have actual feelings for Will when you came into my life. I was confuse and lost. We made the bet, it made everything even worst. Lost in confusion that is endless for me. Heart broken and healed every second."

Her face... she was hurt also. But, what does she mean she didn't admit that she have actual feelings for Will, when I came into her life? She clearly has feelings for him. My heart is broken, seeing how torn she is. I sighed and tears came running down my cheeks.

She was sobbing lightly, I manage to wrap my arms around her body warmly. She didn't pushed me away, or yelled at me to move away from her. She was calm but still sobbing. I rubbed her back softly, "Shh.. I'm sorry.. please forgive me.."

Then she says that I wasn't expecting she would say back, "I'm sorry too... I'm really am."

- Your
POV

It was three days the boys had visited me, I was reading my favourite book series of all time til my phone pinged. I shifted to the screen and picked it up, my finger pressed on the email icon and it went through the message that someone has sent me.

"Ms Y/N Johnson, from the teachers at University. We've heard about you in the hospital. We can't let you attend next week but there's a contact for you to have the opportunity to have a good life. Please talk about this with your parents and help you decide,

Get well, and have a nice day."

They sent a link and I opened it, it was a contract of moving back to M/H/T. My eyes widen, I'm moving back? I started to read through it and I can't believe what they sent me. IM GOING TO JOIN A YOUTUBE COMMUNITY AND COMPANY TO MAKE A HUGE! It was my dream job! Just like Alex, he's a youtuber and I fucking wish I was like him. Ive took some few notes about him doing his video, he explained how he set up his area and how he would start it off.

But first they said I have to attend university first then join the company. I was super excited but I can't call my parents, that's the problem. But then I saw the date, it was next two weeks until this contact won't be letting me join later. I was panicking until the nurse came in with my breakfast. "Y/n? Are you okay? Why are you on your phone?" I bit my lip. Thinking if I should tell her about this since my parents is busy. I mean me and her are close since when I told her about what had happened, between me and Alex. She was there for me, "I'm fine, and thanks for the breakfast." She smiles and leaves it beside my bed, "Hey, Y/n?" I hummed and placed my phone away.

"First off, why were you on your phone? And second, someone is here to visit you." I smiled at the thought but nervous as heck. "I was thinking of-" Someone bursted into the door. Our heads flung to the sight of a girl, that along time haven't seen in a while. "J-Jane?" The nurse looks at me, "You know her?" I nodded, "Oh I'm sorry! I was just too excited to meet you, the doctor said I can't come in. But it seems I stepped in too late." She apologetically smiled, her innocent just takes me away with a smile. I guess she can help me with the discussion with the nurse? "But that's a right timing." Jane looks at me weirdly, "Oh why?" "Because there's something I wanted to talk about with you guys." The nurse and Janes looked at each other.

After greeting with each other, I then told everything about the contract. They were shocked, and can't believe their eyes. "Well, it's a very big opportunity to start a new life in your hometown." Jane looks over to the nurse, Ellen, "But the question is... do you want to start off a new life?"

I don't have a choice.. but I don't know if I could leave Alex and Will behind.

"But I don't want to leave my friends behind! Andand.." Ellen softly placed her hands on her head and smiled, "Just talk with it with someone you trust. Tell them about it. But it's mostly your choice to." I breathed and nodded, Ellen told us she need to head off to another room to help a patient. We bid our good byes and she left. Leaving with me and Jane alone in the room.

Jane sits on my bed and smiled, "I heard what happened.." my eyes converted to her, "When?" "My boyfriend is friends with some guy name Will." I stopped breathing, "Whats your boyfriend's name?" "Stephen?" My body now stopped and fully turned to her, in complete shock. "I know Stephen!" Her eyes widen and chuckled, "Have you guys met yet?" "Yes! Stephen was the first person I met when I came into the apartment." I chuckled a long with her and we started to have a conversation with each other.

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