Hii
Please don't hate on me because I made this story depressing just from the start but I like angst and sad sh*t so please
Here it goes
JTK's POV (Jeff the Killer reference :3)
I was now in my room, waiting for BEN to come. I said I wanted to talk with him, since my anxiety grew and I wanted to talk with someone, and BEN was the only one who I trusted. Yes, I have some old fashion way trust issues, what a surprise.
I noticed he wasn't coming, which made me worry. "Where is he? He should be here for some time now!" I thought, worriedly and hesitantly. I got up from my bed, it was hurting my back when I laid down on it, man, I need a new bed. ;w;
I started to hear noises, which sounded like BEN. No, that can't be him. I went to the room, which was surprisingly Eyeless Jack's! Confusingly, I open it and gasp at what I see.. BEN was kissing Eyeless Jack, and he seemed like he liked it.
He noticed me and pulled away immediately. "J-JEFF!" He says, shocked while some tears were going down on my face, from my unblinking eyes. "I-I see... I-I-I was o-only a w-w-waste of t-time.." I say, looking down and having a painful smile on my face.
"J-Jef-" He started, but I cut him off. "A-Am I-I n-n-not g-g-good eno-enough?!" I shouted, my pupils widening in anger and sadness. "J-Jeff p-please-" "Q-quit it, o-our r-r-relationship w-w-was only p-pretend. I-I'm a-a-also b-breaking up with y-y-you, h-have f-fun with E-EJ." I say, running out of the room crying.
I did hear EJ say. "Don't worry, I'm still here for you, he's no good." Those words ringed in my mind, making my depressions grow a lot. "I-I regret w-w-what I sa-said.." I say, choking on sobs as I got to my room and fell on the floor, making a thud.
I hid my face in my hands and started to cry harder, I already miss BEN. I got up slowly, going to my drawer and pulling out my old, rusty knife. Well, he's the one I love now, I guess... I sighed lightly, looking at the knife. it wasn't sharp enough, so I grabbed a rock that has been in my drawer for some good months. I always have more just in case I lose them.
I put the rock close to the knife's edge and started to rub it up and down, (that's how you do it, right? ;w;) I was doing it hesitantly since I wanted it sharp soon enough. I once saw , it was sharpened very good. "Gosh how long did I do this?" I thought to myself but let out a 'meh' and put the rock back.
I slowly rolled up my sleeves, only to reveal old, grey scars. Yep, that's right, I've cut before, and it was amazing. But I will feel pain now, since I haven't done this sh*t in a while. I slowly slid down the knife in my wrist, and flesh, while I whine in pain. "Sh*t it hurts, but soon it will go away as I will do this more often.." I thought, continuing to do it.
After a while I smile , painfully and forcefully, as I continued. But stopped, when I heard a voice outside my door. "Jeff?" The person said, sounding like a male. Definitely a male. I put the knife back hesitantly. "Y-Yeah?" I said, trying to sound happy and normal.
"Can I come in? I wanna talk.." He says, while I chew on my bottom lip. I wipe the old tears away, sniffing quietly. "Y-Yeah sure, y-you can c-come." I said, while I saw him entering the door. "I heard you and BEN broke up... is it... t-true?" He asked, coming in front of me while I whine at that, trying to hide my tears away.
I then couldn't hold it, I burst out in tears as I fell on my knees. "Y-Yess! I-I-I-It's t-t-t-t-t-true!" I choked on sobs, while seeing him shocked, gasping. He kneeled down and hugged me tightly, while I hug back hesitantly.
"S-shh it's okay.. No need to hold them in.. Let them out.." He says, in a soft tone while I hiccup, nodding and letting out more tears as I wetted his some what fluff sh*t on his shoulder. He seemed to not care, while he rubbed my back.
After a while, I stopped crying and wiped my nose. "S-sorry that I-I am w-wasting your t-time-" "You're not wasting my time, Jeff, I wanna see you happy, not sad. I know a breakup is sad, and I'll help you through it!" He says, which made me blush a bit. Wait, what?! I just broke up with BEN! I can't like him...
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I think I'm starting to develop feelings for Laughing Jack already..
(Eerrr.. I first I wanted this book to be a draft so I get to write all the chapters but then, I said I would publish it! So, how did I do? ;w;)
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Don't cut/die/jump - Laughing Jack x Jeff the Killer
RomanceThis book contains : -A bit of angst - Fluff - Suicidal - Self Harm - Self Hate - ETC Jeff and BEN were together as boyfriends, since BEN wanted to help Jeff with his bad depression. It was spreading but now, BEN cheated on him with Eyeless Jack whi...