Chapter 1 : Cheated on with Eyeless Jack

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Hii

Please don't hate on me because I made this story depressing just from the start but I like angst and sad sh*t so please

Here it goes


JTK's POV (Jeff the Killer reference :3)

I was now in my room, waiting for BEN to come. I said I wanted to talk with him, since my anxiety grew and I wanted to talk with someone, and BEN was the only one who I trusted. Yes, I have some old fashion way trust issues, what a surprise.

I noticed he wasn't coming, which made me worry. "Where is he? He should be here for some time now!" I thought, worriedly and hesitantly. I got up from my bed, it was hurting my back when I laid down on it, man, I need a new bed. ;w;

I started to hear noises, which sounded like BEN. No, that can't be him. I went to the room, which was surprisingly Eyeless Jack's! Confusingly, I open it and gasp at what I see.. BEN was kissing Eyeless Jack, and he seemed like he liked it.

He noticed me and pulled away immediately. "J-JEFF!" He says, shocked while some tears were going down on my face, from my unblinking eyes. "I-I see... I-I-I was o-only a w-w-waste of t-time.." I say, looking down and having a painful smile on my face.

"J-Jef-" He started, but I cut him off. "A-Am I-I n-n-not g-g-good eno-enough?!" I shouted, my pupils widening in anger and sadness. "J-Jeff p-please-" "Q-quit it, o-our r-r-relationship w-w-was only p-pretend. I-I'm a-a-also b-breaking up with y-y-you, h-have f-fun with E-EJ." I say, running out of the room crying.

I did hear EJ say. "Don't worry, I'm still here for you, he's no good." Those words ringed in my mind, making my depressions grow a lot. "I-I regret w-w-what I sa-said.." I say, choking on sobs as I got to my room and fell on the floor, making a thud.

I hid my face in my hands and started to cry harder, I already miss BEN. I got up slowly, going to my drawer and pulling out my old, rusty knife. Well, he's the one I love now, I guess... I sighed lightly, looking at the knife. it wasn't sharp enough, so I grabbed a rock that has been in my drawer for some good months. I always have more just in case I lose them.

I put the rock close to the knife's edge and started to rub it up and down, (that's how you do it, right? ;w;) I was doing it hesitantly since I wanted it sharp soon enough. I once saw , it was sharpened very good. "Gosh how long did I do this?" I thought to myself but let out a 'meh' and put the rock back.

I slowly rolled up my sleeves, only to reveal old, grey scars. Yep, that's right, I've cut before, and it was amazing. But I will feel pain now, since I haven't done this sh*t in a while. I slowly slid down the knife in my wrist, and flesh, while I whine in pain. "Sh*t it hurts, but soon it will go away as I will do this more often.." I thought, continuing to do it.

After a while I smile , painfully and forcefully, as I continued. But stopped, when I heard a voice outside my door. "Jeff?" The person said, sounding like a male. Definitely a male. I put the knife back hesitantly. "Y-Yeah?" I said, trying to sound happy and normal.

"Can I come in? I wanna talk.." He says, while I chew on my bottom lip. I wipe the old tears away, sniffing quietly. "Y-Yeah sure, y-you can c-come." I said, while I saw him entering the door. "I heard you and BEN broke up... is it... t-true?" He asked, coming in front of me while I whine at that, trying to hide my tears away.

I then couldn't hold it, I burst out in tears as I fell on my knees. "Y-Yess! I-I-I-It's t-t-t-t-t-true!" I choked on sobs, while seeing him shocked, gasping. He kneeled down and hugged me tightly, while I hug back hesitantly.

"S-shh it's okay.. No need to hold them in.. Let them out.." He says, in a soft tone while I hiccup, nodding and letting out more tears as I wetted his some what fluff sh*t on his shoulder. He seemed to not care, while he rubbed my back.

After a while, I stopped crying and wiped my nose. "S-sorry that I-I am w-wasting your t-time-"   "You're not wasting my time, Jeff, I wanna see you happy, not sad. I know a breakup is sad, and I'll help you through it!" He says, which made me blush a bit. Wait, what?! I just broke up with BEN! I can't like him...


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I think I'm starting to develop feelings for Laughing Jack already..

(Eerrr.. I first I wanted this book to be a draft so I get to write all the chapters but then, I said I would publish it! So, how did I do? ;w;)

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