JTK's POV
Right now, I was getting ready to go out with LJ in the woods. I got my normal white stained blood hoodie, black T-shirt before though, and then my black jeans. Noticed, I have gotten a bit skinnier, well, starving myself was actually a good idea. But I'm still fat, so no worries. I then grab my knife, just for protection, and then leave my room.
I run out of the mansion, going where LJ told me. I got to the river, seeing no one there. "Eh? Seems like I'm first to get here." I say to myself, sitting down in front of the river and waiting for LJ.
5 minutes later...
It's been five minutes, where is he? I'm starting to get worried that he went out with someone else, forget about me just like I am a piece of paper and he stepped on it. I then saw someone running here, he was just like LJ- Oh wait, that's LJ. ._.
I'm pretty surprised at how he didn't forget about me, but ya know, some people actually have a heart and not like BEN's. So dramatic. "Sorry for being late, I promised EJ I will make him kidneys since I threw them away." He says, giggling nervously while sitting down next to me, while I nod.
"How did you get here first?" He asks while I shrug. "Maybe left earlier than you did," I replied, while he fakes a pout. I laugh a bit but then stop. "Anyways, what do you wanna do?" He asked, looking at me curiously. I shrug again, looking at him. "I don't know, it was your idea to come here so you should know!" I say back.
He hums a bit, starting to think. He then touches my arm a bit, while I hiss quietly and flinch. "Hm?" He says, removing his hand while I was shocked and pull my hand away. "Jeff, give me your arm." He says, while I shake my head and scoot away a bit.
He huffs grabbing my arm forcefully, while I whine. He quickly rolled up my sleeves, revealing my cuts and scars. He frowns, for the first time I saw that. "Jeff, why did you cut yourself or did self-harm?" He asks while I didn't answer. Then, I burst in tears and crying. He looked shocked and hugged me to feel better.
I hug back tightly, not wanting to let go. I mean, I needed one. "I-I-I-I'm sorry, L-L-LJ! *sob sob*" I say, choking on sobs and tears. He lightly wipes them away gently, because he had claws. Well, he didn't hurt my eyelidess eyes.
"Don't cut, give me your arm again." He says while I didn't bother to disobey. He grabbed it, grabbing out some bandages and wrapped them around my arm while I frown seeing that. I wanted the cuts to be revealed, not covered. These scars and cuts shouldn't hide.
"Promise me you won't do it again." He says, after finishing with my arms. I nod quietly, but I was lying. He seems to smile, which made me be relieved. He turns to the river, while I was looking at it. "Beautiful, right?" He asked me while I nod.
He grabbed 6 rocks, wonder why... He handed me 3, while I looked at them confused. "Grab them and let's throw some in the water!" He says while I grab them. I got up, ready to throw one. I threw one, the second and the last but not least, third.
LJ threw at the same time with me, this was somewhat fun... Way more fun when I was with BEN. And them, that night, we spend time together all night until we passed out.
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Don't cut/die/jump - Laughing Jack x Jeff the Killer
RomanceThis book contains : -A bit of angst - Fluff - Suicidal - Self Harm - Self Hate - ETC Jeff and BEN were together as boyfriends, since BEN wanted to help Jeff with his bad depression. It was spreading but now, BEN cheated on him with Eyeless Jack whi...