Aftermath (new feeling sequel)[Completed]

The End

well its arrived guys!  the last chapter of the sequel to new feeling.  One thing, a lot will be happening, so it's going to be a long one probably since it's going to be 18 chapters (I have thing for storys ending on an even number)

Enjoy it! :)
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zacky's p.o.v

I  can't believe it, Brian is leading me to his house tho I already know the way but he doesn't relize that.

We walk straight in and I notice no one's around.

"have a seat." Brian say entering the living room.

I nod and sit in my usual spot.

"what a drink of anything?" he asks again.

"um .no Im okay." I said

he disappears into the kitchen and soon emergs with a glass of water for himself.

"so what you want to talk to me about? " I asked hopefully something good.

"em well I was talking to Matt already about it and he said I should talk to you about it, it's about the band, I think I should leave."

My heart shattered.

" wh.what!" I said not believing what he just said.

" I said I'm leaving the band, yous cant have a guy who can't even remember his own sister's name not to talk about playing with strangers. im sorry I just can't do it. atleast till my memorys return but that could be years, yous can't wait around for me." he said sadly.

I couldn't believe it. It was my last hope shattered.

" and." he paused.

I looked up  to see him shift uncomfortably.

"Matt says Maybe yous should break up, since yous only have a vocalist, bassist and rhythm guitarist."

"break up." I repeated.

I felt a tear fall from my eye. Brian quickly noticed pulling me into a hug. It felt so good being back in his arms even in this circumstance. I felt an urge grow more and more within me. the flames of love burning bright .I soon notice how actual close we are, I find my eyes close and I lean in planting a soft kiss on his lips. it felt good for a second then Brian quickly pulls away in realization. He looked horrified.

And I relize what just happened, shit "im sorry."  I run straight out of the house, he didn't call for me. He looked shocked as he sat there.

I Ran and ran till my legs gave in and I crashed to the ground, with sweat and tears running down my face. I felt some of my cuts opened under my jeans and burn. My entire body hurt. I felt pathetic. I turnly was a waste of space. I pulled myself up knowing what I was about to do.

I walked almost as if I was a zombie towards the coast. I always had a fascination with the ocean, those waves crashing down among the stones,  we can here often as a family. we loved it here. I dug deep into my pockets and pulled my cell out, I had turned it off days ago but I still had it on me.

I quickly turned it on. I went straight into the voice recorder and recorded my final farewell.
hey everyone, Im sorry for this, I didn't want to hurt yous anymore because I've done enough damage already. To my family I love yous and yous where my world.
To my friends I will miss yous and  I will never forget the joys you brought to me. I couldn't have asked for much better friends.
And Finally to My love Brian. Im sorry for all the hurt I've caused. I loved everything about you from that perfect smile to your eyes even to the hair on your head. You are beautiful and i hope you find someone special, someone to take pain away not inflict it. Someone to make you feel like the sun was something they made for you in their tool shed. I LOVE YOU and please don't forget me.
I love yous all and I will miss yous and don't worry ill tell Jimmy  how much we missed him.
Goodbye.

I turned it off to relize i was crying. I would miss them but I was better off dead. All I do is cause pain. I walked a little further out an old peir and left my phone out somewhere where it would be seen and did the world a favor an jumped

I felt my body crash into the ocean and I didn't fight it I sunk Down and down until I let the water fill my lungs and the world went black.

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Brian's p.o.v
Memories they are all flooding back now.

I remember everything. The pain of loosing jimmy to Zacky!

Zacky oh good  zacky. I loved him. That kiss brought it all back. I got up from my seat and ran out tring to find him I need to tell him. I took my phone out and dialed his number, but it rang out. Oh god I have a bad feeling. I thought if I was Zacky where would I go?
The ocean.

I ran towards the beach. I couldn't stop, my body went into over drive. I ran till I got there. I looked around frantically. The weather wasn't good so not many people where around. I ran searching until I came across an old pier.

I ran up it hoping to find him when I almost stepped on something. A phone.

wait no, Zacky's phone.

I lifted it up and noticed it was on voice recorder I felt paniced as o pressed play listening to his words intensely.

By the end my world crashed down. No I've lost his. I sobbed loudly amd the cruelty of it all.

"NO! WHY ZEE I LOVED YOU. "

I don't know how long I sat there but I don't remember getting up and walking to somewhere.

I walked up Matt's drive my entire world was numb. I lost the one thing I loved.

When he opened the door all I could do was hand him the phone and stare into space as he listened.
Zacky's body was found washed ashore the next day.
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Brian's p.o.v (after the funeral)

I walked into my fathers house still wearing my best black suit I wore a blood red tie for Zacky since it was his favourite colour. I felt dead. I walked like a zombie up to my room. I ignored my family tring to talk to me and kept walking. Once I reached my room I found myself rooting through my belongs for the thing I needed.

I pulled out my fathers revolver as a tap came to my door.

"Brian."my father said walking in.

"what are you doing!" he screamed seeing the gun.

I found myself pointing it to the side  my head.

"I think zacky would find the colour of this room boring, maybe I should paint it. I think he'd like it a red."

"blood red."
Bang.

the end
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I AM SOOOO FUCKING SORRY YOU CAN KILL ME IF YOUD LIKE!
That's it!
I hope you enjoy my very depressing tale of a pair of star crossed lovers and even tho I wasn't fond of this story.
Anyway please please please check out my other stories!!  I'd muchly appreciate it!
Also if you ever need someone to talk to DM me! im always up for helping.
Either way  I love you all so very much!
love E
xxxx