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Hospital bed- Remmington, Sebastian and Emerson

!WARNING! SAD

I was born with type four lung cancer. Didn't hit me until three month ago. I began getting breathless, coughing up blood, i couldn't move.

Now I was told i have one more day to live because the cancer spread quickly over the years and it could be fatal to do surgery.

My mom i was a happy child. Like nothing could ever break me; guess she was wrong. This cancer is breaking me. It introduces me to depression and i almost want to pull the plug out myself. One thing saved me, two words, thirteen letters and three brothers in a band.

Palaye Royale.

I loved the band with all my heart and i wished i could see them in person. I loved how kind they were to their fans, I loved their music, and i loved how amazing those three humans were.

"Baby. How are you holding up so far?" My moms voice cracked from constant crying. I gripped her hand as hard as i could and smiled.

"Im fine mama. Ill be fine. I promise," i say. Tears burned my eyes, but i had to be brve for my mom. My beautiful mothers whom cared and loved me all my 16 years. The one who carried me for 9 months and changed and healed every sick and sad days.

"I love you baby. I love you so much," she says sniffling. 

"Ill be right back okay honey?" She smiles weakly, pecks my for head and walks out the door. I turned on my speaker and played Ma Cheri by Palaye Royale.

I can’t seem to make you smile Anymore, anymore
What happened to the dresses You wore before, before
I see I see
You dancing tonight
Under his street light
I see I see
You drifting away from me
Ma Cherie
Time wont be enough
To make you even fall in love with me Prefer the needle to me
Want to hold you in my arms
But you want nothing to do with me Ma Cherie
I can’t seem to make you love me Today oh today
I just want to see that frown
Go away go away
I see I see
You dancing tonight
Under his street light
I see I see
You drifting away from me
Baby
Ma Cherie
Time wont be enough
To make you even fall in love with me Prefer the needle to me
Want to hold you in my arms
But you want nothing to do with me It’s the little little things
That you do baby
That make me so damn crazy
I want to see
Every time you go away from me
Oh when you walked away
I’ll always remember that day Couldn’t love me anymore
She just walked at the the door
I just need her to stay
Ma Cherie
Time wont be enough
To make you even fall in love with me Prefer the needle to me
Want to hold you in my arms
But you want nothing to do with me It’s the little little things
That you do baby
That make me so damn crazy
I want to see
Every time you go away from me

I sang with Remmington as strong at i could, but my lungs were no help to me.

"Y/N baby, I have a surprise for you." My mom smiles. They Palaye band is here.  I gasp and start crying.

"Nice voice you have there." Sebastian says. I blush and said thanks.

"Mom how did you get them to come here?" I asked her sitting up.

"I'm an old friends with their mother," she said smiling.

"So Y/n, what are your favorite things?" Sebastian asked me. I listed my favorite foods, music, bands, songs, and colors. I told them my hobby. Everything was going amazing then the past months.

That was until my doctor, Dr.Muller, came in with a saddened look on his face.

"M-miss y/l/n. We took a sample of your blood last night. The cancer grew more and... You have one hour left..." A tear slips down my face. I quickly wiped it away but i bursted as the sound of my mothers sob filled the room. Sebastian was holding my mom and Remi held mine as i sobbed in his black playboy sweatshirt.

"R-rem?" I questioned with my hoarse voice. He hummed in response

"Can you sing hospital beds?"i asked him he nodded.

(Que music)
Hello, my friend
I'm gonna be here till the end
O

f the universe, if I can

I wanna fly, up in the sky, sky, sky

I wanna dance with you
Take my hand, and I'll show you a few moves
This is it; no more sorrow
Leave the living for today, and the dying for tomorrow

No, I can't tell you how to say goodbye
Cause' I've been waiting most of my life
Behind the curtain, she's staring at my grave
She slowly dances on her hospital bed, hospital bed

Well I say what I mean
And I got all I need
But I stand at 19
Fell from the heavens, I'm the sun king
What ya got? What ya need?
Thank your god, and get off your knees
Cause' you're living just to please
Oh, leave the living for today, and the dying for tomorrow

No, I can't tell you how to say goodbye
Cause' I've been waiting most of my life
Behind the curtain, she's staring at my grave
She slowly dances on her hospital bed, hospital bed

Well, I saw the world at its worst
And I lived with Jesus first
I am so blessed and cursed
Layin' in the back of this Cadillac hearse
I saw an angel cry
You saw the devil die
Well, I have the last goodbye
Layin' in the back of this Cadillac hearse

Well, no, I can't tell you
How to say goodbye...
No, I can't tell you how to say goodbye
Cause' I've been waiting most of my life
Behind the curtain, she's staring at my grave
She slowly dances on her hospital bed, hospital bed...

"Thank you. Thank you all so much for kepping me alive," i say before closing my eyes

No one's POV-

Y/n's mother lays motionless in Sebastians arms. Y/n lays motionless in Remmingtons arms with the line going flat, and a long note not changing.

The boys cry with the loss of a Royal council member.

The fall of a sick soldier who will never be forgotten.