H.O.P.E (hold on, pain ends)

I miss you more than anything

Niall's P.O.V

"Wake up Niall!" I opened my eyes to see Harry and Louis leaned over above me. I yawned, "we arrived?"

"yes, now get dressed." I made my way to the washroom at the back of the tour bus. I buttoned up my white dress shirt and put on a pair of grey pants.

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Louis-"alright you ready boys?" We all huddled in a group, Harry did the prayer.

Dear heavenly father thank you for this wonderful opportunity, thank you for keeping us all safe on our way here, we hope that we have a great night, great performance. In Jesus name, Amen.

Amen, I repeated. 

We all stood on the platform, waiting to rise up on stage. I felt a bit nervous, it was our first official performance together in a band.

The audience was huge! It was a full house, shining lights everywhere, girls holding up signs, one caught my eye "Marry Me Niall Horan?" I smiled, the fans are so sweet.

Liam began-

I'm broken, do you hear me, I'm blinded cuz you are everything I see, I'm dancing...alone. I'm praying, that your heart will just turn around. And as I walk up to your door, my head turns to face the floor cuz I can't look you in the eyes and say......

I just stood there akwardly as I listened to the boys sing, their voices were all so amazing, pure, perfect. Finally it was my solo......suprisingly I got the loudest cheers from the crowd.

If I'm louder, would you see me? Would you lay down, in my arms and rescue me....cuz we are......the same. You saved me, but when you leave it's scared again

And then I see you on the street, and his arms I get weak My body fails i'm on my knees.....Praying!"

We finished the last lines of the song, and the audience bursted with applause, people cheering our names and screaming wildy. It was crazy! One girl even shouted "I LOVE YOU HARRY!!!!!!!!"

Harry spoke into the mircrophone, "I LOVE YOU TOOOOOO!!!!!!!" People started cheering and screaming even louder! We gave them a wave, "goodnight london!" and we walked off stage.

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"wow, what a great show tonight!" I smiled, Cassie must be watching this on TV at home. I wonder what she thought about our performance. I really miss Cassie, I love going on tour and performing for the fans, but If I could choose I would rather go back home and hang out with Cassie.

We arrived at the hotel and we checked in. I got my suitcases and went to the elevator with the boys. I pressed the number 14 and waited. The elevator door opened at level 9 and I saw a beautiful girl come in. She had beautiful wavy brown hair with blonde highlights, big hazel eyes with long eyelashes, and a pretty face. She smiled when she saw me and stood beside me with her suitcase in front of her.  I really wanted to talk to her but to be honest I was always more of the shy type (espicially when it comes to girls)

to my lovely suprise she spoke to me! "umm....hi, great performance tonight." I looked over at her and met her beautiful eyes. I just stared into them for a few seconds, mesmorized by the beauty of it. I snapped out of it, "oh, haha thanks." She laughed at the way I humiliated myself. Then we just stood there in silence. We reached level 14 and I got off, giving her one last look before the elevator doors closed shut.

Cassie's P.O.V

I miss Niall more than anything. I thought about him 24/7. I wonder how he was doing....I saw his performance last night on TV. It was amazing! His voice, i absolutely love it.

When will I get to see him again? Will I ever? It's already been 3 months since he left. I buried my face into my pillow and cried. Crying is already a part of my daily routine, it's expected. I felt miserable, I just want niall back...I would do almost anything for him to come back. Anything.....

I opened my laptop, and checked my email.....hoping maybe to get an email from niall.

INBOX 8, I scaned through my inbox but nothing from niall, it was all email from friends at school or store offers. He's probably too busy anyway....i mean he's on a world tour right now! He has to do performances, interviews, signings.....but was he so busy that he couldn't even find the time to send his best a friend an email? Was that too much to ask for?

I felt lost, empty.....What If Niall forgot about me? I mean he has tons of fangirls, it wouldn't be hard for him to find a pretty girlfriend. I shut off my laptop, got comfy in bed and put my earbuds in. With the soft soothing music, I slowly fell asleep.

****Cassie's dream******

"but why Niall? why?!"

"I'm sorry but I don't want you in my life anymore."

Tears poured out my eyes, "What?! you don't want me in your life anymore?"

"no i don't, I love her." He hugged a pretty brunette girl. And kissed her forehead afterwards.

I couldn't stand it any longer, I turned my back to them and walked away while tears were streaming down my eyes, how could he do this to me?

**end of dream*

I woke up, crying. Crying because the dream felt so real. I don't ever want that to happen. I checked the time 5:52 AM, I got out of bed and went down to the kitchen to get a cup of warm tea. I sipped it carefully and tried to calm myself down. I went back to my room, opened up my laptop again and googled "niall horan." At the top said "news for niall horan." The first post was from 4 hours ago. And the headline said..........

Niall Horan spotted with unknown brunette girl

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