I had been sitting on the sofa all alone with tears rolling down my face and my heart had been broken in tiny pieces. I had my IPod on the only song.
I kept listening to was Skyscraper by Demi Lovato it just touched my heart.
I was feeling scared I was alone and it was 11pm damn it’s so dangerous here it’s vampire town. I went stomping upstairs and jumped on my bed causing a loud thump.
I shoved my face in both pillows in my face and I was sobbing more I had connected my Ipod to my speaker
After seconds my pillows were soaking wet because of my tears why do I have such a vulnerable heart all my life has been lies LIES! I try to stay strong but sometimes I just can't.
I still had on replay it was such a powerful song it just makes me cry over and over again I went over to the freezer and took out the chocolate fudge Ice cream I didn't bother putting it in a plate
After that song now I know what Demi had been through I had been putting big spoons of Ice cream in my mouth causing me to get a brain freeze I bet I look like Ella but worser.
Where the fuck are my family it's like there trying to avoid me i mean come on I'm not that bad am I. Suddenly I heard a bang I thought it was just the neigbours being retarted but the next time I heard it. It got louder I took my headphones out and went to check it out.
When I reached the hallway I looked at the mirror I looked devasted all my mascara running I had bangs under my eyes and my hair looked disgusting.
IT was just scary looking at myself I looked like Freddy Krueger ok I went over the top with that but still you get the jizz I look horrible.
Again flashbacks of my friend's came back everytime I would think about them I would smile.
I used to remember all my friends we used to spy on this haunted house it was so much fun I hate growing up. We kids had crazy imagination now life is so shit when we were younger we could do anything it was awesome
I have left all my friends no one could be as better than them Lily, Marissa, Joe and Bobby. I wonder how their life is now new boy’s new girl new baby’s haha.
I think Marissa and Steve are dating now I think I still have their number I call em tomorrow I just really wanted to here there voices.
I even remember the small things like all the boys I have dated literally lots I have now calmed down I think.
There was one guy I really use to fancy my best friends brother Ryan his eyes were the best feature on him he had crystal blue eyes.
That’s the first thing I check on boys their eyes Chace has Hazel and Jay has Green. I love Blue eyes best they just are so gorgeous and they are to die for.
Why am I even talking about eyes and boys gosh?
They are good things in life but your bad memories will always stay in your head I always used to get picked on for being clever they always used to call me a nerd. But I did wear those big black chunky glasses.
There was this boy Joey he always used to pick on me he was so hot I had a really big crush on him even though he used to pick on me.
The third semester of High school I changed I toughened up changed my look I dyed pieces of my hair blue and it looked kind of awesome. Instead of glasses I put contact lenses on after that It changed my whole life.
I dated a lot of boys I caught a lot of attention and then Joey stopped picking on me cause I changed my look he asked me on a date and I obviously turned him down because he can’t just pick on me and then date me.
See look talking about boys again see obsessed girl here.
Before I used be so clever I got straight A’s now I get fricking F’s and G’s very bad grades now I hope my grades go better I really need to step up.
Talking about school when I moved here the new school I’m going to has a few weeks off. That’s why I haven’t been going school I actually can’t wait to go because here in vampire town it is so boring believe me.
I'm guessing the school I'm going to is full of vampires I never actually thought of that I just hate this place.
I might Call Jay and talk I started dialing his number until I realised we had a fight I forgot why he was annoyed with me seriously boys these days they can go off to other girls and touch them up but no we can’t even stand next to a boy.
But I wanted to call to apologize even though I did nothing wrong but I just hated us not being friends it was just weird I needed him back.
“Hi”
“Hello who’s this” Jay replied what the fuck he has already forgotten me how could he or he either deleted me of the phone.
“It’s me Crystal rememba ya best bud” It was silent for a few seconds when I heard a sigh through the phone.
“What do you want whore!” Oh’ no he didn’t just call me that now that’s just bad fuck it about apologizing.
“Yo asshole you’re going to regret that I was going to call to apolgize not fight” I shouted he made me so furious how could he say that he has just turned into a jerk he better watch next time I see him.
“Damn girl You can't compete with a vampire”
“wa wa I'm crying I'm so scared fucking prick!"
I switched my phone down and threw it across the room causing the phone’s battery to come out. You didn’t want to know how angry I was my face was so red, red as a tomato ok I'm exaggerating again!
My fist were ready to punch something so I punched the wall thinking it was Jay and felt so much better. I didn’t look like an angry person but believe me I was I don't need any help from my brother for fights or anybody.
After a few minutes I calmed down and grabbed my teddy, beary I know what you guys thinking she still has a bear but this is valuable my friend Marissa gave it to me and I don't know it seems special to me.
SO before I went sleep I got changed in pj’s i put on my cute bunny pj’s after a few minutes my eyes felt drowsy and I felt very tired.
I hope tomorrow would be better than today that was my grandma’s motto she always used to say that.
Speaking about my grandma my mom’s mom she lives far away I think you lot know I told yal sometimes she can be nice and next minute she can turn into some crazy beast. Ok let’s call this a night peeps time to go sleep.
Authors Note:
Sorry been really busy well not really
but Skyscraper is on the side
