on the wings of love

part -19

Leah point of view

I am in kitchen preparing breakfast.

Should I ask clerk that I want to do job ? How can I still ask him when I not even respected his feelings ?

" Leah, where is my laptop ? " Suddenly I heard clerk voice.

He keeps his things safely. Then why he is asking me ?

Before I think. He is standing at the door leaning towards the door. A smile is on his face.

" What are you preparing ? " He asked while walking towards me. I quickly started to chop the vegetables. He stood so close to me.

" It's not the way to chop. Let me teach you " he said. And slowly moved his hands and placed it on me. And leaned on my back. And started to chop it.

It's feels uncomfortable.

" That...... " I said and quickly came out of his grip. Suddenly I don't know what happened to him. He quickly pulled the glass from the table and throwed on ground angrily. I shivered and moved back.

" WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO MAKE YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH ME? "  He shouted looking at me.

It's first time seeing him this angry.

He took steps towards me. And angrily pulled my shoulders.

" You know right how much I love you. Still you are making distance from me. What crime did I do that you still hate me ? " He asked angrily. I seen small tears in his eyes.

" I never forced you with anything. As you said I treated your dad. As you wished  I never forced you physically.  Then why do you hate me so much ? Is the reason of your dad's death. " He asked angrily looking into my eyes. Already tears rolled in my eyes.

" I..... " Before I say.

It's not about dad.

" Fine. From today onwards you are going to see me so arrogant and so cruel which you never seen in me. " He shouted loudly and pushed me.

" you are not my wife. You are not my call girl. You are not my friend. You are going to be my..... " He stopped in anger. I seen he holding his fist tightly. And came towards me. In a second he pressed my jaw. My eyes widen to see his anger. Which I never seen in him. That guy the first I met is displaying in front of me.

" bed mate " he said on my lips. I looked at him in tears.

" Clerk..... " Before I speak.

" SHUT UP !!! " He yelled loudly.

" Don't you dare call my name " he shouted and in a second disappeared from there. I started to cry covering my mouth. I got seated there.

I doesn't mean to hate you. Please don't say those words. It's hurting me.

After a while crying. I wiped my tears. I stood up and started to make breakfast. After I done with it. I placed all dishes on dinning table. I walked upstairs to bedroom. Suddenly it's locked from inside.

" Clerk.... Clerk.... Open the door " I said knocking the door. It's been a while still no response. Tears started to roll in my eyes.

What should I do ? Did he do something to himself ?

" Clerk.... Please open the door don't make a prank please. " I said while crying and hitting the door. I started to cry and cry. Suddenly the door opened. I raised my head.

" You are fine right ? " I asked and ran into his arms. In a second he pushed me.

" You don't need to fake now. " He said angrily.