Living life by the edge of a knife

My fucked up past And my well of present

"It's snowing,I should move to a warmer place "sitting beside a wall of a building l thought "fuck it,it would be easier to just die"as I sat there waiting for death to arrive,the snow suddenly stopped falling on my head a warm cloth covered me.I looked up and saw a man holding a umbrella above me,he smiled,KKKKKZZZZZZZ THE LIGHT ITS TO PURE ITS BLINDING MY SIGHT!!!!!,I thought but from the outside I gave him a deadpan look and ask if he was gonna rape me "What,no!"he gasped,he extended his arm towards me"the names koisuro mami."he said with a cheerful smile ,for a while I just looked at his hand,completely and utterly confused,and then I thought "eh,whatever".              I smirked and took his hand"Igaru"

 It's been 10  years since then . My guardian turns out to be a researcher, Who keeps on traveling , and since I don't have anything better to do I agreed to accompany him on his travels. I don't remember much before koisuro took me under his wing, except a dark night and a sunny day, A man with dark hair and a disturbing smile my father,had serve me the most delicious dish but it didn't have any heart and the dish was cold not literally just cold. and a Sunny day in a restaurant a woman with short white hair to her neck and a gentle smile my mom. She had served me a dish so warm and sunny so.....so,so full of heart  it was as if  standing in a field full of spring flowers, since then I knew I wanted to be able to cook both of them  A dish as dark and as cold as a devil soul, and a dish as warm and as summary is in Angels embrace .from then on whenever I so-called "visited" a restaurant in any of my travels with koisuro,I would make a chef experience complete bliss and complete despair both with a single dish  after some time of doing my job I got some kind of nickname I was now known as the deity of knives,this is quite accurate since I always told those chefs that my knife chose what I wanted to cook, I don't even know why I got a nickname I was just doing it for the money. Cold hard chasharo!!!!

 Present day:

 I took the coq au vin off the stove"ahhh,perfect!" I said with a smirk "DINNER'S READY" I shouted, and before I even shouted a man with messy hair and was blue eyes  sitting on the dinner table,AN;(this is what the dining room looks like)

"so,what's for dinner" he exclaimed like a child in a candy store,"coq au vin" " I don't know what that is but it sure does sound delicious!"he smiled, I just chuckled at his ignorance, I sat down next to him on the dinner table I had already eaten from a Shokugeki with a restaurant owner, I just took out some,well a lot of flaws from his family recipe (I tell you these  chefs with their pride) anyway so I just decided to drink some beer. For a second I thought to myself;destroying people's life,soul and career  and then having a cold beer at the dinner table.ahhhh,this is the life."oh yeah! This is the stuff" koisuro exclaimed, as he piged out on the dish.

 "By the way Igaru chan, do you have any friends"."No" I said and took  a sip of my beer."I knew you'd say that, you're always traveling with me how on earth  are you going to make friends, so I thought long and hard and I decided to put you in a high school, you can make lots of friends and maybe not destroy people's lives for some time, there's a whole big world out there,and you just turned into a teenager, enjoy your youth to the fullest, Who knows,maybe you could even find love  there." Then he handed me a form "totsuki culinary school ".  Was written on it with bold letters."A Culinary school,huh."  I looked at him with a  bored face I sighed,"friends,youth,love,I just don't think that stuff is for me you know, and besides why go to a school just for it  to teach me stuff I already know,it's a waste of money"I close my eyes looked upward put my hand in air and a knowing smirk on my face."just  think about it,OK", koisuro said with a smile,"this man,he's way too pure"i found my self thinking the millionth time 

 That night I thought,first time in my life I thought,I held the form above my head I was lying on my bed and AN;(this is what the room looks like)

my eye widened and a murderous grin on my face  "eh,what the fuck do I have to lose".

"Okay totsuki,let's see if you can entertain the deity of knives."