Finding You

Nate

I sit in the library, reading a book about a couple. One character fights for the attention of the other. I understood this aspect, because I have liked someone who had no clue or didn't acknowledge it. No one pays attention to that one "Emo Boy" that always walks around wearing headphones blasting music, or actually talks to anyone. This is a cycle actually I ignore them because they ignore me.
behind me I can feel rather than see your presence and I turned it to sit sideways in my chair.out of the corner of my eye I see this boy sending a few freeway and a light pink Corgi sweatshirt. He is with a group of preps, but he definitely stands out,and he definitely stands out. Well the other preppy boys have short blonde hair, his is long and flowing, and almost white with a soft pink hue, his blue eyes were as cool as the summer sky, and his whole face was soft.I realize I'm staring but only too late, and he waved at me. God, even his smile was annoying. He reminds me of someone, but I can't place who. Then it hit me like a brick, Colton, pain ceases my chest, as I read it back to the anger that comes with my ex-boyfriend. Why the hell did he have to leave me? He told me to be strong, only to turn around and break that promise. He was a bastard, a lying bastard, but ever single day, I miss him. He was so young, too young to die. too young to even know his future. This summer we met was the summer I learned about myself. I'm at my true self. Still, his soft hair, his bright eyes, all the things I used to love, only pains me now. I love him so much.
I look back at the boy, only to see him directly in front of me, "what the f---" I start, stopping only because he cut me off with a fake smile. "Your Nathan black, right?" His voice as smooth and send my heart beating so fast. Why is it beating so fast?! "What's it to ya, prep?" I'm at work, trying to glower at him. Then, he he laughs, a slow and low chuckle, that sends chills all over my body. "Feisty one, aren't you a? I'm Sam, I'm new here." He smiles at me. And I nod my head, "Kay, now leave me be." I growl, half hoping he'd stay, and half praying he'd listen. "Fine, but I don't give up easily. See you later, Nate" He winks, and I chuckle. "Challenge accepted, Prep" Standing up, I throw him a silent gesture that's a bit rude. He simply grins. What is up with him? Not many people don't get offended let alone smiles when they receive it. He's a weird kid. Maybe he isn't all that bad. For a preppy.