***(Lilyanne's P.O.V)***
I was still sitting next to Carl in the cafeteria when Rick stood up and said "Me, Daryl and Glenn are going on a run and were wondering who else wanted to come." "I will." Maggie said "Me and Lilyanne will." Carl said. "No Lilyanne wont!!!" I heard Emma yell "Yes I will!!!!!!" "You don't have my permission, therefor you will NOT go!!!!!!!!!!!" I looked her dead in the eyes and responded "Your not mom." and ran back to my cell with Carl running behind me. I went into the cell grabbed my backpack and ran to the bathroom and locked the door, I needed to be alone for a bit. I pulled out my razor and brought it up to my left wrist, one cut for Emma not protecting me, one for dad leaving when I was two, one for mom not being here with me right now and the last one for the governor doing what he did to me.
I put my sweater on and walked out, there was Carl waiting for me "Are you ok?" "Im just fine, cowboy." Once we were back in the cell he closed the door and put a sheet over it, he grabbed my bag and took off my sweater and set them both on the floor next to us. "What are you doing, cowboy." "Give me your wrists!" "No!" he took both my hands in his and looked for himself. "Why?" he had tears in his eyes now but all I could say was "Its hard to be alive." He dropped my hands and they fell to my side. He unbuckled his belt and started to take off his jeans, I was really confused now, then I saw it. He had scars on his thigh. "I didn't want my dad or anyone else to find out but your right it is hard." I went over and hugged him as we were both crying. What has this boy done to me, I used to never let people see me cry and no one knew about what happened with the governor.
Then I heard footsteps but I didn't dare move. It was Maggie.
***(M=Maggie, C=Carl, L=Lilyanne)***
M-Guys we are gonna go now.*opens door and pulls back sheet*
M-Oh my.*covers eyes*
L- *lets go of Carl* Its not what it looks like... At all!
C-Ya we were just hugging. *puts on pants*
M-*uncovers eyes* Then why were your pants off?!
L and C- None of your business!!!
M- Ok then. Well we are leaving soon. *walks out*
L- That was... something.
C-Ya.
***(In The Car, Going To The Store)***
***(Still Lilyanne's P.O.V)***
Rick was driving, Glenn was in the passenger seat, I was in the back middle with Carl to my left and Maggie to my right and Daryl was on his motorcycle behind us. I turned to Maggie "I'm sorry we snapped at you." she smiled "Its ok hun." I looked down and carl was holding my hand. We looked at each other and smiled. What are we? Friends or more or nothing at all?
*(AN-I might post another chapter later or tomorrow but it will be them at the store. see ya soon zombiegators)*
