Jungkook Pov
I wake up with a massive head ache, My body feels numb and weak its like I'd been paralyze with something. I open my eyes but I saw blurry vision first. So I'd blink once or twice or multiple times to make my vision clear for some reason my eyes are also heavy too. I slowly sat up feeling tired like I'd like to sleep again. But I examine the room and wonder that this wasn't my room.
And Like a lighting memories of my parents suddenly came back to me. I start to cry, tears came out from my eyes like a amazon river flow. My heart aches to the point its hard to breath, like a thousand arrows was shot to it. I can't help but to feel sad, sorrow and Pain.
Then I felt very, warm calming body who was hugging me. I let myself buried to whoever this is and keep Crying. I identify this person as a woman or a girl because of her voice and the way she talk ever so softly and soothing on comforting me.
She then held my cheek with her two hands and wipe my tears with her thumb. I can see I her eyes that she is in pain too.
"Shhh... Stop crying dear~ its gonna be ok... I'm here" She said and wipe my tears who is keep coming. I didn't see her clearly because tears are blocking my vision.
I keep crying, the ache was really painful .
"Shh... Its gonna be ok." She said ever so calmly.
" I don't know who are you and No! Its not gonna be ok! They are already gone!" I yelled and trash her hold on me. I bring my palm of the hands to my face and keep crying. "Mom... Dad.." I said ever so hurtful with my sad voice.
This woman, with respect she doesn't know how painful it is to lost the people you love and loves you back. My parents are the only things, the only person I like I have no friends. Now I have no parents too what shall I do? I'm sure no one will want me.
"Shh... baby... shhh... Listen." I heard her talk again. She said and wipe my tears. She fix my hair so that my face is visible to her. To also view my buggy, puffy red eyes I presume.
"If you keep crying then your mother and father will be crying too. You don't want them crying right? They will be sad if you keep crying. You might not see them, but they can see you. " She said
I close my eyes and saw a vision of my mother and father crying (I don't know how that happened). I can't ... I don't know but its painful seeing them crying. All I want is to see them hapy with a smile in their faces. I open my eyes and saw that women infront of me is smiling at me sincerely.
"Pls Stop crying, it hurts to see you cry like this. You were crying until you feel asleep for 5 days already." The woman said in a sincere way.
I sniff slowly and look down I close my eyes and inhale deeply. My heart is aches with pain but I know that crying won't bring them back but it still hurts. I open my eyes and decided to murmur a word softly.
"I.. *sniff* don't... even know you." I said as I sniff softly.She gave me a small smile.
"I'm a bestfriend of your mother and father. Jeon Hee kook and Teon Jung Song right?" She said I nod, that was the name of my parents hearing that makes me remember them and remember what happened to them. I can't help but silently let the tears came from my eyes. She wipe them and I look at her.
"My name is Kim Seuk Na and starting from now you will be under my care."nShe said and gave me a warm smile as she wipe my tears.
I can't help but compare that smile to mylovely mother and the hugs too. Remembering that makes me cry again and Aunt Seuk Na was the one who is comforting me over and over again.
I then calm down as time pass by. I remember my mom last words and it keeps repeating in my mind. "Pls Live happily." I remember that words. I touch the pendant my mother gave me, I hold it close to me because it's the only thing that reminds me of them, My Parents.
"Do you want to eat? Its been 5 days since you didn't eat properly too and I'm sure your hungry." Aunt Seuk na said. I shook my head. Yes I know I'm hungry but I don't wanna eat. I can't, I don't have an appetite strength and energy to eat. All I want is to do nothing to maybe go back to sleep and stay in dreams.
She sigh and smile at meand pat my hair. I can't help but lean to those hands. They were soothing and nice. "Pls just eat even a small bite." She said and gave me a pleading eyes. I admit my stomach hurt, But my heart more than my stomach is.
She got up and kiss my forehead, "I know its painful, But I'll make sure to lessen the pain your feeling. I might not take them all but I'll try to reduce me.... That's if you let me. Pls." She saidin a calming way I look down and didn't say anything. Nothing is gonna take my pain away, because nothing can bring them back. My love, my happiness.
"I'll be back dear ok." She said and existed the room in a calming way. I then went back laying on the bed and close my eyes imagining those happy moments that my parents and I share with. I keep thinking of that until it went to the moment I lost them, I shook my head and try to forget them because I'm tired of crying. I never thought that Crying can be tiring. So I'd try to think after that event happened. I don't know how'd I get here but I know that It must be 5 days had pass by since the lost of my parents. I'm still grieving through their lost and I must be not myself for 5 days.
I just close my eyes and try not to remember all the event even I know it will be hard.
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