𝓃𝓊𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈

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Today he felt quite normal, just got his haired newly colored from a pink to purple but lately his dancing schedule has been pushing him around to much. Its to the point where the dance company always a ambulance on stand by due to the countless blackouts that were hitting the students and even worse every broken bone the students receive, however thats besides the point of this whole book.

In full honesty Jimin has been wanting to eat more recently. At most nights he would eat that left over Yoongi brought back for him on multiple nights but refused to even touch it now. Currently at the thought of food he can already feel his taste buds water.

He assumes that his body is still failing to proceed into his starvation period after multiple avents where he has eaten normally but to thank gods he's been getting skinner by the day. His legs have seemed to him halfed in size the last time the measuring showed him.

When looking at the mirror he always rotors his mind to the days where he was still way to scared to become skinny, he proceed to eat as normally and cut down small portions. Now its sort of one of his priorities now with the company dances coming up every twice a month. His figure had to look perfect for the stage and the only perfect he had in mind was skinny yet tax bit toned. Its was all the audience wanted to see. A "healthy"sized dancer moving ever so grace when the only thing they would have is a fitness or mostly nothing all because they feel like they need to. In classes their most of the time to suck in their stomach, so them including Jimin assumed that if their rib cage were to be pointing out more the mentor would be all the more proud for their perfect posture.

So though he has been wanting to eat so bad and has been trying to restrict, i repeat trying but he always ends up eating more than he's used to. He still feels likes there's way to much on his body but he still continued to eat anyway.

Normal he would work out in the afternoon then eat then do some stretches in the shower, yes the shower dont judge.

im sorry idk how to end this it's been sitting here for 3 days idk what to do