"JIMIN YOU CANT FUCKING LIVE LIKE THIS. I DID NOT RAISE YOU AND FUCKING FEED YOU JUST FOR YOU TO NOT FOLLOW IT IN THE FUTURE."
"AND DONT SAY THAT THIS IS A MENTAL ILLNESS AND ITS MY FAULT THAT YOU DIDNT GET IT TREATED. STOP TRYING TO ACT SO COOL JIMIN"
but it is legitiment illness. God it so fucking stupid for me to even think that.
Do i need to be a stick to prove it to you mom?
fine then. Challenge accepted.
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND JIMIN? I WILL NOT STOP SAYING THIS BECAUSE I AM YOUR MOTHER AND IF YOU HATE ME FOR IT SO BE IT. I DONT CARE IF YOU LOVE ME ANYMORE AS A MOTHER JUST EXPECT TO BURN ALLLLL YOUR DANCING EQUIMENT"
"y-yes mom"
"LOUDER JIMIN. GOD HOW COME EVERYTIME I TALK TO YOU YOUR SO FUCKING QUITE. USE YOUR LOUD VOICE PROPERLY FOR ONE DAMMIT"
"Yes mom, i understand"
"I dont know if you do"
Am I really that stupid? That everyone including my mom doesn't believe i can understand thigs? I need to become smarter anything better than this.
Does she really not understand me?
Do i need to be a fucking stick to prove that she's wrong?
Everyingthing is always my fault
I dont even deserve death anymore at this point.
I do not deserve sanctuary called death
Why cant I just be satisfied with myself?
I need stop talking to anyone. They probably like me anyway so why waste their time?
Im so useless
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