SILENCE

Chapter 4

(Blazzy P.O.V.)

Right now I was sitting in a chair, waiting for my brother. Well just a moment ago Ashia is with me until her mother arrived and fetch her. Oh, I remember my mom again (sob,sob,🙁🙁🙁). My tears are about to fall when I hear footsteps coming in my way so I so check who the person is. Gladly it's just my brother I was nervous I thought it's a ghost, well yeah I hate to admit it but im afraid of ghost.

"Hey, princess, why do you look sad?"ask my brother

"Nothing"I answer

"Really?"said teasingly

"Yes, okay?"I said with angry voice, I really hate it when he tease me

"Okay, okay no need to be angry"

"So let's go?"

"Yes"he answer

We go to the parking lot to get the car and go home. After supper I go up stairs and lie down in my bed with headphones on and listening to a sad music. Moment's later I feel sleepy so I took off my headphones and sleep........

I look at my watch, it's already 11:46 and it's almost midnight. I cannot sleep because of the sobs I can hear across my room. It's been a month since my father died and it's also been a month when this started. I still remember back then, before my father died in a heart attack we're a happy family and my mother is always caring and sweet but after the funeral she became cold to us and have suicide attempts twice but my brother always caught her. Every night I can hear her crying and talking to my dads picture. And right now she's doing it again but suddenly she stop, maybe because she fall asleep already. But something is bothering me, so I decide to check it out I slowly opened the door and when I entered the room I saw my mother crying without sounds and standing in a chair, I was shock from what I am seeing right now and I can't do something because im paralyzed, she slowly opened her mouth and whisper......

                  "Sorry, sweetie but I really missed your daddy, I will really miss you" and my tears starts to fall down from my eyes and became heavier and heavier "always remember that I love you and your brother, tell him to take care of you for me"she said "I love you and always remember that"those were the last word she said and hanged herself in front of me.........

"Mom!!!!!!!"I shout and woke up. Tears began to flow down in my cheeks, that nightmare, it always comes back, im so afraid right now so I hug my self helplessly. My door open and there came out my brother, he immediately hug me, I always feel safe in his arms.

"That nightmare again?"he said and I node my head as an answer

"Don't worry just lie down there and I'll get some sleeping pills"he said, he was about to stand when I stop him

"No, please don't live me alone"I said pleasing him to stay

"Alright"he said, he lie down next to me and hug me thightly, then I fell asleep............

(Morning)

"Princess, wake up, we're gonna be late for school!!!"my brother shout

"Okay!!!"I yelled back as I stand and do my morning routine. After I finish getting dressed I look at my watch and it's still 7:09 a.m and my class starts at exactly 8:00 a.m . As I go down the stairs I can smell pancakes.

"Hey, brother did I just smell pancakes?"I said, pancakes is my favorite

"Hmm, yeah?"he said teasingly, so I hurriedly go to the kitchen and check if it's really pancakes I smell.

"Well, it really is pancakes, my instincts never make mistakes"I said

"Now go sit there and I'll prepare the food"my brother said

"Okay"I said while smiling, I only smile in front of my brother but yesterday while I was with Ashai I can't believe I feel comfortable towards her and she made me laugh.

"Breakfast is serve, my princess"my brother said as he put the pancakes in the table

"Why thank you my handsome brother"I said teasingly

"I know that I'm handsome so you don't need to mention it"he said

"Just joking, you ain't handsome"😋 I joked

"Really?, How about hugging you thightly"he said while coming towards me

"Hey food is getting cold and we still need to go to school"I said to stop and to remind him

"Oh, right I almost forgot, now eat"he said and go back to his sit.

Moment's later we're off to school. While we're in the car I got curious in something so I ask him....

"Brother,can I ask you a question?"I said

"Well you already questioned me princess,so go on what do you want to ask?"he said. Oh boy,is he really my brother? cause we don't have the same attitude.

"Well I was just wondering, I'm already a teenager so why still calling me princess?and why are you calling me princess we are not in a fairytale and im not a princess I'm a human okay?"I said

"For the first question, I'm still calling you princess because I'm already used to it and I like calling you princess and for the second question I call you princess because you are my princess and what if were really living in a fairytale?"he said

"Hey, big bro"

"Yes, to princess?"

"I'm not going with you in lunch"

"And why?" He said in a little angry tone

"I need to go somewhere"I said

"Oh, really. Are you really going somewhere or meeting someone?"he said

"Going somewhere"

"No"he said

"Why?"

"Because what if something bad will happen to you"

"Well yesterday nothing bad happened to me and yesterday you let me, right?"

"That was yesterday and I have a meeting that time"he said"okay we're near so let's stop this conversation and I said no"

"Okay"I said and when my brother already park the car at the parking lot I got out first and go straight to the classroom...........