norealexistence

out of sight " the man you could've been"

the man you could've been is a mystery
As the demons quickly attached themselves within me
the man you could've been I see in my " dreams"
how did this happen
" who are you" ?
Do you know you're actions has shattered the deep glass hidden within my existence ?
" truth is you don't and it's because you're not a man"

can I find the unanswered questions if I took each step as if I was still the little girl I dreamed of
" who are you" ?
" what are you" ?
" where are you" ?
as if I could see the day by having a man show me the way to love myself
to show that I can eventually find " love" in this corrupted universe
" why did you do it" ?
what should I seek if it's not you who is the example of my light ?
I would say " father", but you're not even a man

" you're not my father, but one who had showed me you cannot be and aren't capable of being a man".

" I will always remember that you have showed me exactly how to not choose a boy like you, for I deserve a man"...- norealexistence