Aot My darling Levi

Chapter 21 Your more precious than a diamond

Authors note thanks for the 61 reads I really appreciate it. Sasha sat there crying. "Who would put someone through all that she was a good person and didn't deserve any thing she got and then she died what the hell." Sasha said through the tears. I grabbed the book from her "let's not read anymore." I put the journal back in the suit case and locked it and slid it back underneath my bed. "Why didn't you tell me about everything else you and your mother went through you went through so much?" "Because the past is  in the past it won't change anything I didn't think you wanted to know I haven't told Levi that part I'm afraid he'll think of me as a monster." "He wouldn't he loves you more than anything in the world." "But it still scares me the thought of losing Levi scares the living hell out of me I don't want to lose either of you I still have nightmares about that to this day." "Lulu your my best friend I would care I'd never think of you as a monster now go tell Levi." "Alright." Sasha pushed me out the door I walked to Levi's office and knocked on the door. "Who is it?" "It's Luna." "Come in." I opened the door I was really neverous my past wasn't good at all it was worse I only told Levi part of it. I played with my fingers and didn't make eye contact with him. "Um there's something I need to tell you." I said neverously. "What's that?" "It's about my past you see I had to.........hurt someone." "What do you mean?" "Well my father didn't die of drinking I....I killed.....him and my brothers dead." "Tell me the whole story." "Alright." Flashback It was another day of my fathers abuse another day without my mother. We hardley had any food. He was drunk harder than usual. "You stupid bastard can't do anything right can't even clean a kitchen right without breaking something!" My father yelled at me. I had accedtintly dropped a dish and that's when he got pissed. End of flashback. "That was the day he gave me the scar but there's more my father was yelling at me and he grabbed one of the broken dishes and hit my eye my little brother yelled at him to stop my dad picked me up and threw me into a wall my brother kept yelling my dad was about to throw a knife at me i was eating for the impact but my little brother blocked it I got mad really mad that was the only person I loved and he took the knife and stabbed him in the back I didn't even know I did it I was mad that was my little brother and I loved him and my dad took him away from me." I was crying. "Darling that won't me make you not love or think your a monster he took someone you loved away I understand its okay." "I was scared to tell you and Sasha." "I know I could hear you guys." "Oh." "No ones perfect we all make mistakes now go back to Sasha and girl talk or take a nap okay." "Alright bye sugar plum love you." I said kissing Levis cheeck.