Mystery Behind Jorogumo's Secrecy

EPILOGUE

It's her burial. I am all out black.My clothes is back and my pants as well. People around me do the same. Sobs is all you can hear aside from the orchestra who keeps playing sad songs.

As the coffin goes down, my tears also goes down. As the rose of them fell out on the top of the coffin, the sobs also become louder.

I am thankful for I made that person who did it to her has been jailed. There are things that happens on our simple interview. The thing that must just be like that, became hell, distinct from what I thought. The thing that must be just an interview, became a time bomb near to death and sadly, Rain's time bomb had just exploded.

It was seven days ago, when the lady shootted her husband and the lady surrendered up as the police caught her in action for I dialed them, that was the reason why I clicked some keys on my pocket, way back. It was seven days ago, since I suffered in hell and I taste a fire of anger. It was seven days ago when I lost the girl that once became my world. It was seven days ago when Rain raised up her white flag.

I walk near at the grave as the coffin slowly getting down, I throw my rose as my tears begun to fall. “Why did you leave me? It is to early. Why did you departed already? It isn't yet the time where I couldn't stand by my feet. R-rain, I still need you because I might not survive in this game called life,” I shed my tears up as start talking again, “R-rain, thank you... Thank you because you lift me up when I am drowning in my own tears. Thank you because you became my umbrella as the rain of melancholy poured down. Thank you because you became my shield in numerous warriors of agonies. You became my weapon that fought up those sorrows I was facing. R-rain, thank you for everything. For the smiles, laughs, cries, tears I've wasted, bliss, all of it. Thank you so much. You mold me to become a better person, distinct from what I am yesterday.”

I turn back, as the nostalgias sink in.

“Try this fishball!” she said.

“No way!”

“Just try! I'll be mad if you wouldn't!”

“OKAY! OKAY!”

“How was it?” she askee as I start munching.

“It taste so good! I want more!”

“As I was expecting,” she laughs out loud.

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“I am missing her laughs...”
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“Let's swim!” she said, full of joy.

“No! I couldn't be wet! I have practice in chess right after!”

“EHHHHH?” she grins then pushed me until I fell down on the river.

And I don't know what just happened because, all things that matters was the fun moments we made.

She smiles at me as we drought our clothes up while we arw still wearing it.

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“Her smiles...”
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“Rain, I will gonna commit suicide, I couldn't resist it anymore...”

“F*ck you! Get up and dressed up, let's go to Enchanted Kingdom!” she smiles widely.

“O-okay...” I answered with full of exhaustion.

“Hey! Hey! Hey! Smile!” she goes near me and widens my mouth 'til it forms a curve.

“No!”

She kicked me with her angry face. She's damn cute.

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“Her angry face that shows her cuteness. I am missing those matters. I am missing everything about her.” I said in the air as I walk through the tree and sit under. Since my parents died, she was the only person I was used to be with, everyday. But now, I am alone and only my shadow is at my side.

I shed tears up. Those regrets and bereavement were formed pits of realizations running in my mind.

Those realizations that you will never know when will the person you love the most dies, so cherished the moment while it is not too late, yet.

Those realizations that losing a friend is like losing a world where you couldn't take back everything.

Those realizations that friend is like sceneries, it must be treasured because someday, those things you have been through will become a void of memories.

Those realizations that live your life to the fullest and its finest because you don't know what will happen when the clock ticks once again.

And now, the mystery behind the Jorogumo's secrecy still remains a secret that has never been told to everybody.

THE END.