Where It All Went Wrong(Pt.1)BakuDeku

Chapter fiveeeee

Bakugo's eyes were watery.He seemed as if he were about to cry.

"I can't believe that I can see an emotional Bakugo."Todoroki said to himself.

He then went and sat on the couch with his head in his hand.He was breathing pretty heavily now.

I figured that I should go look through the rest of Midoria's room and make sure he wasn't up to anything while we weren't watching him.

Luckily,he was still lying on his bed.His face was still covered with his arms.

I went over to his bed and told him to get up.He didn't respond though.He was passed out.

I didn't want to wake him by checking under his bed, but it needed to happen.

I walked around to one side and tried to lift up the bed.Midoriya was relatively light.I wasn't really concerned about his weight until now.

"What if he isn't eating enough?"I thought in my head over and over again as I look under the mattress.

I was simply looking for razor blades,but what I found was far more concerning.

Once I saw it I jumped back.There was a box beside it and I figured that I knew what was in it.

I then called Bakugo to me as I set the mattress down slowly as to not wake Midoriya.

Bakugo appeared seconds later.He was now standing beside me and staring down at Midoriya's squishy face.

"The blades aren't our biggest concern.I found something much worse."I whispered to him.

"What could be worse than him cutting himself?"Bakugo said with a face that showed real pain.I could tell this hurt him much more than he would ever admit.

"This."I said as I lifted the bed on the top left corner.

Bakugo didn't say anything as he saw it.His face was filled with so many expressions.I couldn't explain it if I tired.

There was anger,along with sadness.There seemed to be worry.He looked stressed.he also slightly looked annoyed.But with what was going on,I don't think that was the case.

•Bakugo's POV•

Once I saw the gun that was hidden under his mattress, my heart broke.Todoroki and I both knew exactly why he had it.It wasn't for protection.It was for when he wanted a quick way out.It was for when he was going to shoot himself.

I reached down and took the hand gun along with the small wooden box.

I sat down beside Deku and set the gun down under my knee so I could look in the box.

Inside the box were six silver bullet and three razor blades.Unlike the other razors we had found earlier,these three were clean.

"Hey Todo,these razors are clean."Isaid as I pushed them around in the box.

"He probably cleaned them.So?"Todoroki said back to me.

I knew exactly what this meant.I remembered from my childhood that I never cleaned my blades after I used them so they'd all have dried blood on them.He hadn't used these before and he was saving them for a special occasion like I had with the few I had kept hidden well.

"He has some more hidden around here.Trust me on this."I replied, swallowing down a glob of saliva I had been holding in while thinking of my past.It wasn't all unicorns and rainbows for me.I don't exactly know what Deku's life was like, but it probably was better than mine.

Todoroki and I began looking more under the bed, and soon enough, we found another box, this one was between his bed frame and wall.

Todoroki opened the box this time and found four more blades.I was amazed at how many blades he was able to get ahold of.Thats...thirty-one now?

"You bring the gun and blades to the kitchen and I will look for more."I said the Todoroki and went to the closet that I hadn't noticed before.

Todoroki was fumbling around in the kitchen when I found a box in the closet that didn't blend in with all of his clothes.

Inside the box was a medical needle and thread.There was also three knives; one was serrated and the other two were soft but extremely sharp.They were clean and I supposed it was since there was a bottle of peroxide in the box.Lastly,there were three lighters.All of them were almost empty.

I took the box and set it in the kitchen in front of Todoroki and just gave a look that said "Look in it".Then I headed back to look in the closet.

I didn't find anything else for the first three or so minutes I looked.Then I came across one last box when I was about to give up.

I looked inside and there were seven bottles of antidepressants.Each one of them was full.All of them were prescribed to Izuku Midoriya.I figured he didn't take them since the box was so far back in the closet and the last time it was prescribed was five months ago.

I was on my way to Todoroki when I stopped and looked around the room."I think that should do it."I said as I was starting to leave.Then I stopped in my tracks when I thought about the closet.

The wall was built with a longer length than the closet and door put together took up.There had to be more room between the door and closet that I wasn't seeing.

I set the box down on the ground and walked up to the wall.I put my ear against it and started knocking on it lightly.I worked my way all the way down from the closet door to the room door.

"The whole wall is hallow?" I questioned.

Then I walked back in the closet, turned on the light on my phone, and pushed my way through his hung up clothes.At the end there was a door I hadn't noticed before.I guessed it was just too dark for me to notice before.

I grabbed the handle and pulled the door open.

I really wished that what was in there hadn't been what was in there.

It was completely empty except for a c.....
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