this is wear the self loathing comes in. I can't sleep due to the fact that my memory bear for my brother is missing an eye and I can't find it anywhere also the other one is falling out but I'm not worried about that so much I'm afraid my parents are going to be mad at me for "not taking care of it " but I swear to God it was sitting in a corner where nothing else was touching it and the eye just fell out .I'm pissed at myself because I can't find it and I just want to die end me
