Bryles/ Nochelle One Shots

Why? (Bryles)

Warning: this chapter contains adult material. If you are under the age of 14 I wouldn't recommend on reading it. Or if you are sensitive about suicide.(no one will get extremely hurt during this chapter).

Briar's POV:
Why? Why is the only thing I have asked myself for the last few weeks. Why did it happen? What is going on? Why did he decide to do it?
It was all perfect, like a fairytale, but then he told me that he didn't love me anymore. How can a person say that? After three whole years? After finishing every phone call with 'I love you' and every text message with a heart. And the worst thing is that I still love him. Even if he treated me like shit, I still love him. And I always will. They say something about your first love, about how it can be so hard to love someone after it. But that's not the case. I hate him, I hate him so much. I hate him for playing with my feelings. But I love him. How couldn't I? He's fucking charming. He is mine after all. Well, I guess not anymore.
I'm done. I'm done chasing after him, done worrying about why he hasn't returned my calls, why he hasn't been talking to me. I hope he's happy. Well he  achieved his title for being a fuckboy. Gosh, how can I be so stupid?! I've grown up with him. I've known him since I was 11. Why did I let this happen? Why can't I just resist him for once?
I remember how I felt when we had our first duet, when we were both dancing at the same group in the same studio. I remember being so jealous when he was with his girlfriend at the time. And happy after they broke up. I remember when we finished our trio for the last time, and him asking me out right after it. I was only 16 at the time. But I should've known better. Why can't I just stop thinking about him, and his blue eyes, and the way that he holds my hand when we're driving in his car. He's not worth it. He's not worthy of my tears, and my miserableness. Or my depression.
So here you go then, goodbye asshole.
Goodbye Myles Erlick.

Myles' POV:
I remember the day. I remember how I broke her heart into a million pieces. I remember how much I wanted to cry, and tell her that I didn't mean it. And then, it will all go away, her tears, the sadness in her eyes. The pain in my heart.
I did what I had to do. She doesn't deserve a guy like me. A guy that can't promise her to live in a big house, with kids. A guy you can't spend the rest of your life with. But how I wanted to. My god how much I wanted to make her mine. But I couldn't. Now it's been three weeks since it all happened. She probably already found someone else. I hope she's happy. I love her so much.
I love you Briar Nolet.
I'm still crying, still trying to find a solution, still wanting her to be beside me. All I want to do now is kiss her. And tell her that I'm a piece of shit. Just thinking about her green eyes and her beautiful golden locks makes me want to cry. Maybe I should just go. Maybe if I'll end this, my life, the pain will go away. I just want to be with her. Life is so unfair. I start cutting my arms. The pain is horrible, but I can't stop. And then my eyes slowly close.
And I can only see black.

Briar's POV:
"Briar Nolet?" Someone says after I answer the phone. "Yes?" I response. "Your boyfriend Myles Erlick tried to commit suicide. Luckily, he's alive and stable. I texted you the address of the hospital and the room number so you can come." It takes me some time to reply, but I eventually thank her and go straight to my car.
How could he do that to himself? Why would he want to throw his life away? Can't he just see how much people love him? How much I love him? Why is he pushing me away? I can't hold back my tears as I see him laying on the hospital bed. He's so pale. He opens his eyes and look at me. "Briar.." he whispers. "Why did you do that? Why did you hurt yourself? I can't understand." "I don't deserve you, you deserve someone who can give you everything. Kids, family, money..." "don't you get it? I don't want everything, I want you, and only you. You're the only person who can make me smile, you're the only person who understands me, you're the only one I love. And I can't live without you."

Myles' POV:
"I love you so much Briar, I'm so sorry. I thought that you didn't love me back, and that thought was stuck in my head. It made me depressed, and I wanted to kill myself because of it. But now, I understand that I can't without you, I don't want to go anywhere you aren't going to. Even i-" I shut up. Because her lips are touching mine. And it feels so fucking good. I missed her. I missed her so much. Im never letting her go again.
Never.

Hope you enjoyed the first chapter! It was so bad I'm sorry lol. Love you!
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