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Justin's pov

Hi I'm Justin I'm eighteen and I live in Toronto, Canada with my twin brothers Derek and Jason. They're my older brothers and we're always there for each other.Yeah. I don't know what I would do without them. I'm closer with Jason than I am with Derek. I'm currently in my last class of the day. Which would be Government. As I did my work I thought about this party that my best friend Chandler is throwing tonight cause it's Friday! Anyways I finished my assignment and turned it in.

"Hey Jay guess who's coming to the party?" Chandler asks me

"Gee I don't know who?" I ask him as I turned to look at him

"Allen Fender" He says as my eyes widened and my heart stopped.

"R-really? He's gonna be there?" I ask him as my face heated up

"Hell yeah man I mean why wouldn't he be there?" He asks me

There's one little minor detail that no one not even my family knows. Chandler is the only one who I have told. The thing that no one knows is that I'm gay. I plan on coming out soon to my brothers and then my parents. Thing is Derek is a homophobe like he doesn't hate gays or anything it's just he can't stand the idea of someone he loves being gay.

"That's cool I can't wait for this party" I tell him as the bell rings and we walk out.

"Aye are your brothers coming to the party?" He asks me

"I don't know actually, but can I come home with you?" I ask him

"Yeah sure man" He says as we walk out to the parking lot. As we head to his car Jason and Derek walked up to me.

"Hey little bro where you going?" Jason asks me

"To Chandler's I'm gonna help him with the party that he's having tonight" I tell them

"Speaking of which are you two coming to my party tonight?" Chandler asks them

"Yeah we'll be there we wouldn't miss it" Jason says as I see Allen walking to his car.

"Alright Jay we'll see you later" Derek says as they bro hug me

"Alright" I say getting in the car with Chandler

"Love you Jay" They say

"Love you too" I say as we pull off and head to Chandler's. On the way we listened to the radio and talked about what could possibly happen at the party.

"Dude how do you think this party is gonna go?" I ask him

"Don't know you think you'll end up in bed with Allison again." He asks me  Yeah there's another thing about me when I get high or drunk I tend to end up in bed with at least one girl. Even though I'm gay I find it odd that I end up sleeping with girls.

" I hope not" I say

"Have you, you know came out to anyone else besides me?" He asks me as he pulled up into the driveway.

"No I haven't and I'm scared to come out to Jason and Derek" I tell him as we head inside and down to the basement. That's where he has all his parties.

"Why are you scared?" He aks me

"Cause Derek is a homophobe and Jason to be honest I don't think he'll really care" I tell him as we look for something to watch

"Justin your gonna have to tell them sooner or later because they'll find out some other way" He tells me

"I know, but I'm so terrified that my entire family will reject me Chandler" I tell him as I throw a chip into my mouth

"Just tell them when you feel like the time is right. Justin you shouldn't have to hide who you truly are" He says drinking out of his water.

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"Justin!" I hear a girl scream my name I turned around and saw Allison.

"Hey Alli what's up?" I ask her

"Nothing just figured that we could have a little fun" She says running her fingers through my shaggy brown hair.

"Oh Allison I don't know I mean your beautiful, but I don't really feel like it" I tell her and to be completely honest I do feel like it I just don't want to sleep with a girl tonight 

"Oh okay well maybe next time" She says kissing my cheek and walking off.

"Hey Bieber!" I turn to see Dunkin he's this boy who likes to hit on me. He's gay and he came out a year ago to the entire school

"Dunkin man what's up?" I ask him

"Nothing just looking for someone to smoke with" He tells me

I may be the youngest, but people think I'm all innocent and pure. In reality I'm really not. I've smoked, gotten drunk and worst of all I've lost my virginity. Yup I'm not as innocent as everyone thinks. Not even my own parents know about any of the things I've done over the past year and a half.

"You wanna get high with me?" he asks me

"Sure sounds like fun" I say as we go sit outside on the patio. I light it up and take the first hit. I pass it to him and I see Allen come out here with his friends.

Dunkin passed it to me and I hit it really hard for some unknown reason.

"Hey Justin can I talk to you for a minute?" I hear Allen ask me.

"Y-yeah" I say standing to my feet and following him around the corner.

"What's up?" I ask him as my vision begins to trip out on me

"I actually have something to tell you. I've been wanting to tell you for a while now" He says as I lean up against the wall

"Really? What's that?" I ask him as I look at him 

"I-I um I like you" He tells me as my heart skipped a beat and I felt lips being pressed to mine.

"I like you too" I say between kisses and he pulled away and looked at me.

He pressed his lips to mine again and we fought for dominance. I obviously winning while he pressed me to the wall more than I already was.

He put his hands on my waist and my hands ended up cupping his face as our lips moved in perfect sync.

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