Mother (Killing Stalking Sangwoo x Reader)

Chapter IX ⚠️

I'm back y'all (don't know for how long tho).
⚠️ Trigger warning : rape & suicidal thoughts⚠️ So I decided to change the perspective from 1st to 3rd person

Sangwoo kneeled behind (Name) and pushed her back down. Then with one hand he roughly grabbed her hip, painfully digging his nails into the skin. He took his erected member and smeared precum on her entrance. Then without a single warning he mercilessly thrusted into her.
(Name) clenched her teeth in pain. She felt tears forming in corners of her eyes. She knew that crying in front
of him would only give him the satisfaction he was seeking and decided to try to hold it back for as long as she could.
Sangwoo displeased with (Name's) lack of reaction went harder.
She bit her lip and seconds later tasted something metallic in the mouth. (Name) started feeling dizzy. She heard a low groan. Sangwoo finally climaxed and (Name) collapsed underneath him.

(Name) didn't want to remember it and tried her best to banish it from her memories, but it kept coming back, roaming in her head.
She felt dirty. She felt broken. She felt powerless. Exactly the way Sangwoo wanted her to feel. Propping up on the healthy elbow, (Name) glanced at the rest of her bruised and injured body. She was disgusted with herself, but yet not a single tear fell from her eyes.
(Name's) body didn't even feel like part of her anymore. Instead, she felt hopelessly trapped in it and death seemed like her only escape.

Slowly (Name) crawled into the kitchen. The physical pain didn't bother her anymore, all she could feel was despair.
With great effort she reached to the kitchen drawer and pulled out a knife.

"It's all gonna finally end" she thought, "No more pain and suffering". She positioned the knife right under inferior end of sternum, at a slight angle so she would cut through the diaphragm and reach the heart. "It's the only option. I want to be free again". She closed her eyes.

" The fuck you think you're doing?"

She glanced in the direction from which the world's came. Sangwoo was leaning against the doorframe. How could she miss him?

" Have you gone completely mad" he started slowly walking towards her, "Put that down" he sounded calm and demanding. "Now", he ordered.

"No", a shaking voice replied.
She was too slow. He violently grabbed her armed hand and squeezed it until (Name) dropped the knife.

" I see that you need to be remained who's making the rules here. You're not here for your own enjoyment. You're my plaything and I'm the only one with the right to fucking kill you. Got it?"

The girl kept avoiding his gaze throughout the duration of monologue. When Sangwoo asked her the question, she finally looked him in the eyes and said a short, but determined "no".

Her response surprised him a little, so he decided to change the approach.

" The funny thing is that it wasn't our first time 'like that'. You do know that, right?" your eyes widened, and Sangwoo smirked.
"Now, don't tell me you don't remember. " he continued visibly amused, "Too bad, after all it was your first time, isn't it considered unforgettable? " seeing (Name's) appalled expression only made him laugh.

"You can be really funny sometimes, (Name)" Sangwoo mockingly patted her head.

"I have my moments" said girl smiled dryly. She just didn't care anymore, something in her snapped. There's no way she'd survived it, so she decided she might as well make the most of her last days.