Moving day. The best yet worst day of my life. I may finally have a family, yet will the love me forever? Am I going to end up on the streets AGAIN? Is there ever such thing as true love through parents? I don't know the answers to my own questions. I do know I don't want to me hurt again.
Apparently, these people have some type of disease I guess and they can't have children of their own. I don't know why me, a girl teen with raging hormones that will never trust again. I offer this family nothing, yet the insist on me.
They call it "moving day" cause you're suppose to pack up all your belongings and hit the road for a new house. I call it "moving 5 minutes." All I own is a teddy bear, blanket, pillow, and two pairs of clothing (aside from the one I'm wearing). I drag it on as long as possible not wanting to leave the only person who understands me.
Amanda, the girl who was left at someone's front door step and then brought here. She's lived here for about 13 years and hasn't once been asked for adoption. Again, why me. Anyway, Amanda is the only one I feel companionship towards. She's the first and only person I will ever be able to trust. We spent most of our time bawling and hugging. We wrote down fake emails and fake numbers saying "I'll text you when I get there." A phone is the last thing I can think of right now, I'm lucky if I can find food in the dumpster. Ya sure I live in a foster home, they're suppose to care for me. HAHAHAHA! Ya our "guardian" I guess you could call her is too busy getting laid by a new guy every night soo...
I told her I would come back to see her someday. "No you won't," she sniffed, "you're gonna have a life and I'm gonna be stuck here." "Amanda you have a future I promise you!" I'm yelled at by my druckin guardian that's it's time for me to leave. She hugs me one last time and then, its time for me to start a new life. I walk to my new owners who quickly embrace me with hugs and kisses to the forehead.
I feel like a dog being passed around. However, dogs are loved, fed, well cared for. I'm more a rescue or pound dog maybe. Maybe I can finally become a puppy.
They open the car door for me and I throw my few things inside. I swear you could live in this car! There was a tv hanging from the ceiling, a mini fridge in between the two front seats, seats that warm my ass! If this is just the car I can't wait for the house. Even living with my mother we could never afford anything special like tv or internet so I was always out of the news in school (when I went to school) I'm 16 years old and I probably have a 6th grade education. Apparently my new mother is suppose to be some kind of teacher so she's going to home school me until I'm caught up.
My new parents were trying to talk to me, I was too dazzled by the car to listen. I heard bits and pieces about I get my own room, indoor pool (which I don't understand how a pool can go in a house) and some boy my age that lives next door. Know what I just realized, why the fuck did they come all the way out to Ohio orphanage to bring me back to Texas?! I don't care though, I'm finally going to be spoiled! I have a few hours until we get home so they turned on a educational movie aimed towards little children. What scared me was that I didn't know some of the answers. I gave up because it just made me feel even worse about myself. I fluffed my pillow and feel into a deep sleep.
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Sorry this chapter was so short! I'm
not really sure how to start it off. Once she meets Austin I promise it will be amazing. Austin will come in next or
next next chapter so stay with me and be patient :* xoxo
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Blood, Sweat, and Tears (An Austin Mahone Fanfiction)
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