when everything is silent
and the air is turned black
that is when you feel it.
it starts in your stomach
and makes its way up.
through your bones
as it flows through your bloodstream
and intoxicates each and every cell.
it creeps in your brain
and that is when you feel the tears star to flow
because the dread is too much.
when your refuge becomes
a place you cant imagine
and all the wrongs in the world are yours
there arent many things to do
except try and escape it all.
