Chapter 1

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Kevin's POV

I just woke up and got ready for school like I normally do. I then took the bus, school wasn't that far away so I didn't have to wait too long.

When I arrived I had a few minutes left until class starts. Then i saw him, my crush. I don't care if he's a male or not, i don't care if i'm gay for him or not. I will always love him and nothing can change that.
When I heard the bell ring I went to class. I sat down on my table and waited for the others. I watched as my crush sat right next to me. Then the teacher came in and sadly class started.

A little later we made eye contact. All I wanted to do is touch his lips with mine...
But I'm sure he isn't gay, he doesn't look or act gay either. Then he looked away again...sadly

I heard the bell ring again which would mean that we have a small break. I just went to my friends since I don't want to be alone. My friends keep annoying me though, they always call me gay and that I'm together with that boy. Well the first part is correct but I'm not together with him and probably never will.

I don't know if they just want to annoy me with it, that's what I think they are doing, or maybe they're saying this because they know I love him. All I want is to be with him...hold him in my arms and always be there when he needs me. But that'll never happen.

~~Time skip~~

When school ended everyone got up from their seats and walked away.


Right when nobody was watching me I blew a kiss at him.

I took my bus and went home. I did homework and played video games like always because why not?

When I got mad at my friend for being better than me in fortnite but I won't admit it because who will? I just told him that I had to go so I don't have to suffer by dying over and over again, but how can he kill me 45 times!?! I had like 3 kills! Anyways I went downstairs to get a little snack and watch some youtube because why not? At that point i just wanted this day to be over since I'm hella bored.

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Heyyyyyyyyy, first off, thank you for reading my horrible chapter! Probably never gonna update as well.

Well anyways tell me your thoughts about the story and tell some things i should do on future chapters! I'll read them...I'll try...sorry if this chapter is short with some hundred words or something like that but who cares :D?

You don't have to tell me how bad it is i already know!

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