The torrent of thought that is me, I saw it again. It continues now. I remember seeing it before. Had I blocked it out? It was frightening to hear again.
There is so much I've been hiding from myself, I'm not sure I could handle it. Can't believe I'm saying this but I miss my adderol prescription. Things were just easier to let go of with it.
It's been so long. This tide of self washed me away. Now I drift in storming seas. How did I lose my boat?
