ʙʟᴜᴇ ɴᴇɪɢʜʙᴏᴜʀʜᴏᴏᴅ; Minho+Jisung

four.

❝leave this blue neighbourhood
Never knew loving could hurt this good❞
✏
1 year later

Minho
Like any other day, Jisung was sprawled on my floor while I sat at my desk. We were completing our homework together and as always, I finished first and sat down on the floor next to Jisung

I sat, hugging my knees as Jisung kept scribbling, paying no heed to me. The room fell completely silent with only small noises of the lead of Jisungs pencil writing on paper.

I always took this time to admire and appreciate the boy in front of me. Appreciate how he cheers me up and helps me cope with anything. All I wish was to say these things to him directly rather than to myself but I'm afraid Jisung would get wrong perceptions of me. It would only lead to ruining our pure and beautiful friendship.

It's sad that I had been thinking of these things at such a young age as my liking for Jisung only grew. I couldn't understand it myself but I will accept it.

I wanted to hug Jisung, be able to kiss his cheeks and cuddle with him but I've heard about these actions not being welcomed by society.

I kept rocking back and forth in my position as my chain of thoughts went on and on. Suddenly, something came to my mind

"Hey Jisung? Can I ask you something?" I asked, slightly hesitant about it. "Yeah?" Jisung said, looking up at me with his beady eyes.

My heart pounded as Jisung waited for me to continue. I was nervous about it but I took a deep breath and asked him "have you ever kissed anyone?"

Jisung elicited a little giggle and then sat up. "No hyung. Why do you ask?" He questioned. I took another deep breath, being more confident this time and mustering up enough courage to ask "do you wanna know what it's like?"

The petite smile on his face faded which worried me. "b-but we're both boys" He said. "there is nothing wrong in that. A boy can kiss a boy" I explained, hoping he wouldn't disagree with it.

"o-okay" he shyly said.

Jisung closed his eyes and puckered his lips. I let out a small laugh because of which Jisungs eyelids flickered open. "what? I thought we were..."

"shh...just close your eyes" and Jisung obeyed. I was unsure of what exactly to do so I dubiously leant in until I sensed his soft lips against mine. My heartbeat quickened and felt as if it could come out of my chest. The feeling felt surreal and I wanted to feel it more often.

He put a hand on my cheek as I shifted a bit closer to get a better feel of his lips. Our lips kept moving in sync for a few moments until I pulled away. Jisungs eyes were still closed. He leant in again but I stopped him

"woah, that enough" I said. Jisung opened his eyes as his face turned a bright red. He looked down in embarrassment and uttered something softly.

"I-It felt good" He said before lying down on his stomach and grabbing his pencil to continue his homework. He didn't even look at me. The room was silent again but this time it was a bit awkward. The sound of Jisungs pencil and the clock ticking were only getting uncomfortable as time passed.

Suddenly, he put his pencil down again and looked at me. "has hyung kissed anyone before?" He questioned. I gave a smile and then said

"no, Jisungie is my first too"

End of pt.1

I have no idea how
this working anymore
but pt.2 is Fools