I barley slept,
I barley ate,
The days we were estranged,
I'd just sit in the corner of my room,
Wondering how,
How in the world we got to this,
I still wore the necklace you gave me,
And still do,
The one with the rose with a 'N' on it,
Maybe I was just holding on too tightly,
Maybe I was dreaming too much of the past,
That would never become the reality,
Of the future I wanted.