The dark side of Deku...

Chapter 8- maybe this isn't so great-

    It's been months now? Maybe. I haven't been keeping track. They're now more people added to the group. A girl named Toga, a boy named Dabi, a guy named Twice, and etc. I got mad at first. "Who are they." My brother (Shigaraki) patted me on the back. "Listen, Izuku, they could never replace you. There just here for support." He reassured me. "I guess..." I frowned. "Cheer up! We have planning to do." We spent the rest of the day meeting each other and planning our next attack. I got to know toga. She's pretty cool! But a bit obsessive...
    "I'm tried, can we go home now?" Toga yawned. Toga and dabi seemed to have a partnership or something, because they seemed to do everything together. "Uhh, sure. That's enough for today." Shigaraki waved them off. I usually stayed after to help. But he told me to go too. "Okay." I said. And walked to the park, I didn't know where else to go. I sat on a bench and thought about my life right now. I had the color I strived for, a family, what else is there?
    "Hello Midoriya!" Todoroki sat next to me. "Hi, Todoroki." He could tell I was feeling down. But we stood there in silence for a little while. "You okay midoriya?" He looked over at me. "Yeah...I guess." I changed positions. "I guess, i feel like something is missing. At the begging I felt excited! But..."
"But?"
"I guess it's not as rewarding as before. I still feel like something is missing." I started to cry.
    "Its okay." Todoroki held me close to him. I never understood our friendship. He was a hero, and I... Well I was a villain. Why didn't he just leave me, he could find a lot better people at his school. Shoot, even Kaachan is better. "Why?" I asked. "What?" He looked at me. "Why did you not kill me that day?" He laughed. "Because, you were different then the other villains. You had a glimmer of hope and love in your eyes." He blushed, "Plus, you were cute.(<3~)" We both blushed. I knew we both felt the same about each other. (Fangirl!!!!)
    The sunset stood out, as the trees glimmered. I leaned in and kissed him. This wasn't like the one back at N.S.J, he kissed back... It was perfect, like the movies! But someone had to interrupt. Someone pushed me, and I fell into Todoroki "Hey, what's the big dea-." I saw it was shigaraki. I then pushed Todoroki away. "What's this?" He pointed a finger to Todoroki. Todoroki didn't even flinch, he just glared. "I-It's nothing, r-really!" I stuttered. He glared at me. "I thought I could trust you. I thought... Bye Izuku." He turned around. I didn't know what to do. I had to choose between todoroki or my brother... This isn't fair! I started crying.
    "It's okay Midoriya, you don't nee-."
"I'm sorry Todoroki." I turn around and smile. I heard Shigaraki stop walking. "I can't, I just can't." He looked disappointed. I just couldn't leave my brother, he gave me everything! "Wait, brother." He turned around. "Listen Izuku, we don't have time to hang with heros. If you join, I want you to understand you can't hang out with this thing." I ran up to him. Not looking back. I couldn't, I would start to cry again. Todoroki understood me, even when I was apart of the opposite side. Maybe it's for the best. I don't know.