My Poetry (My Truth)

losing you

Did I ever know who I was ?
Did I ever understand what the word me means ?
How do you know who you are really ?
We search for the true us for years and I've always wondered did anyone ever discover who they are ?
If so I wanna know the secret
According to the movies I should go on a trip or some useless shit I don't have time for
I barely look in the mirror because I don't recognize "me"
It feels like the person looking back at me is a stranger
I lay in bed for hours just thinking and wondering where did I go ?
Who am I ?
Whose face is this ?
Whose body is this
What have I done with "me" ?
All I can think is whoever this person whose body I'm in whose pain I'm wearing must be lost like me
I want to ask her if she's searching for herself like I'm searching for "me"
Has she seen me because I've haven't seen me for years
I'm trapped and I need help
I'm sinking
I need to know have you seen me ?
Did anyone ever find me ?
I'm lost
I'm afraid I'll never find me and I'll be left in her body
Left with her pain
Left with her emptiness
Help me
Find me
I'm lost

Who am I ?

DID I FIND ME ?
DID SHE FIND HER ?
Are you lost to ?