My Poetry (My Truth)

my thoughts (my worst enemy)

At night is when I feel the loneliest
It's just me and my mind
It's just me and my thoughts
My thoughts making me feel worthless
They haunt me
My thoughts my worst enemy
It destroys me
I feel like shit
Their like the devil that's on your shoulder
They never really leave
like monsters in the night time they come alive
Telling me to end it
Telling me to think into I lose my fucking mind
But their the only things I can depend on to be there
I hate to be alone with my thoughts
Nights are the worst part of my day
My thoughts keep me up
They keep me second guessing
They make me overthink
They make me hopeless
They ruin me like nothing else can
I don't wanna be alone with them
My worst enemy but like a toxic lover
Sometimes I love this toxic relationship
Dangerous but loyal