Coffee Shops - a BILLIE EILISH fan fiction

Chapter 6: "She's Good"

Olivia's POV

I can't believe my eyes. There's no way that its the same girl. It has to be a coincidence. But, as I looked closer while she was singing I realized that sure enough, it was the same girl.

I am completely lost in though while she's performing. How can this even be possible? How is it that I had a conversation with Billie Eilish and didn't know? How come I didn't even know what she looked like until the concert? Why didn't I use google or something? And finally, did she get hotter since the last time I saw her, or is it just me?

I snap out of it when Tess nudges me and shouts over the loud music, "She's amazing, isn't she?"

"Oh yeah," I yell back, "She's awesome!"

I finally slap myself back into reality and start to enjoy the concert. She probably wouldn't see me anyways.

The whole crowd jumps to the song as she sings and shouts every word. The flashing lights behind her add to the insanely awesome visual effect that just gives you so much energy. 

She finally finishes the song with:

Copycat trying to cop my manner
Watch your back when you can't watch mine
Copycat trying to cop my glamour
Why so sad, bunny, you can't have mine?

Damn, I think to myself, she's amazing! 

As I think this she says, "What's up guys! Welcome to the show! Are y'all ready to turn the fuck upppp?"

Everyone cheers in approval.

One girl yells, "I love you Billie!"

In which she responds sillily, "I love you too bro!" Then more seriously, "You guys are my everything, I wouldn't be here today without you guys."

Most performers when they have concerts say things like this but you don't really believe it because of the way they say it. But for some reason, when she says it, you know that she means it. You can tell that she appreciates every fan and will treat them like family.

"Lets get into this next song!"

And with that, the venue darkened again, the music started playing and the lights started flashing on screen.

"I'm about to sing a beautiful lil sad song for you guys so let's all have some fun and be fucking sad together!" 

Yet again, the crows cheers and then, beautiful, soft, and mellow instrumentals start playing when we hear her start to sing:

Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish you could feel what you say

As she sang I got goosebumps all over. I was mesmerized by her absolute beauty of both her soul and her voice.

Show, never tell
But I know you too well
Got a mood that you wish you could sellIf teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore
If "I love you" was a promise
Would you break it, if you're honest
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you anymore

When she sang these words is when I knew that she was singing with her whole heart. You could see the emotion on her face. The pain she's in is so noticeable by the way she closes her eyes tightly while singing. When she sings you can feel the realness and the vulnerability that she spreads throughout the crowd through every time she sings a word. 

As I sit there watching her in awe, she finishes the song with

I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you, anymore

On the last "I don't wanna be you, anymore" she suddenly looks up from wheres she's sitting, and looks right at me, straight in her eyes. When she looks at me I can see the hurt that she feels, but then, it suddenly changes to surprise when she finally realizes who I am.

She gives me a wink and said, "Well that was sad as fuck. Now lets get hype again. WOO!"

As the rest of the show went on, she looks at me a few more times, each time making me weak in the knees and each time doing something to acknowledge the fact that she knew who I was. 

She would wink or nod her head at me.

About two hours later Billie yelled, "THANK YOU ALL FOR COMING AND JAMMING THE FUCK OUT WITH ME! You guys are my everything and I love you so FUCKING MUCH."

Then she looked right at me, straight into my eyes, and said, "See you soon," and walked off stage.

 The audience thought that she was talking to them but was she talking to me? No, I'm probably wrong, she probably didn't even mean it towards me.

"Ready to go?" Tess snapped me out of it. I realized I was literally zoned out for so long that everyone was pretty much gone.

"Yeah, let's go," I said, kind of disappointed that the night was over.

Right at that moment, as e were about to leave, a man, who was a security guard, said, "Wait! Mrs. Eilish would like to see you."

With shock I replied, "Um, are you sure you have the right person?"

"Positive," he responded.

I mean, this is kind of weird but I'm not missing my chance, "Okay, let's go I said to Tess."

"Oh," the man said, "Mrs. Eilish only asked you to come, not her."

As much as I loved the idea of Tess not coming, I needed her with me, mostly because she was my ride and I didn't want her to leave and then I would have to get an Uber. I'm so poor I can't even afford an Uber or a Lyft. 

"That's so stupid!" Tess argued, "I should go with her. We are really close friends." She stepped closer making me feel slightly uncomfortable.

"Yeah," I said unconvincingly, "Can she just come too."

"I suppose," The security man said, "Right this way."

He walked us around the stage and went through a door. From there we walked down a hallway until we finally reached the room where everyone hangs out (whats's it called??) 

When we walked in, the first person I see is Billie's brother Finneas. Then, I see her mom and dad, whose names I don't know. Finally, I see Billie, sitting on the couch, going through her phone.

She hears us walk in and she instantly looks up from her phone into my eyes.

"It's about time you got here dude," she said, "I've been waiting for forever."

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