My Girlfriend || Taehyung x Reader

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(WARNING!! This chapter contains depression/cutting/suicide attempt)

TaeTae has sent you a message

TaeTae
Hey...

Me
Hi Taehyung..

TaeTae
Are you okay??

Me
Im perfectly fine.. why?

TaeTae
Just checking up on you.. I've seen your posts lately... so I guess you could say that I've been worried.

Me
You worried?? Lol thats funny. Cos if I could remember correctly you didnt seem that worried about cheating on me.

TaeTae
Y/n please... Im not even with Sooyoung... I ended things with her after 2 months.

Me
And your telling me this because?

TaeTae
Because I care about you.

Me
Those words.. all of that is a lie.. saying you care about me... but then going behind my back and cheating... just like Chanyeol.

TaeTae
Hey dont compare me to him..

Me
Why not?? You both are cheaters..

TaeTae
Y/n stop it...

Me
You know what?? Your right Taehyung... I will stop it... ill stop all of this. All of this pain and heart ache will end.

TaeTae
What are you talking about?

Y/n?? Answer me!

Y/n please!

Y/n!
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Taehyung Pov
I groaned in frustration while throwing my phone at the wall. "W-What does she mean by what she said??" Its been nearly 4 months since Y/n and Chanyeol have broken up, and no one has seen or heard from her since. She postponed concerts and fan meetings... Her modelling agency hasnt seen her... including Eunmi who is her coworker. Eunmi told Namjoon hyung that she tried calling and seeing her but she never answered either of the things she had done. Even Henry hyung went to her apartment but she didnt want to see him...

Y/N Pov
"stupid..." I mumbled while holding my phone tightly to my chest. (Who does he think he is?! Saying hes worried and that he cares about me... ) I curled up into a ball in the corner of my room silently sobbing. I cant let him back into my life... I dont want a repeat of what happened twice. Opening my heart just ends up hurting me. I cant let that happen. 

Negative thoughts filled my mind. (Why am I even alive??) I thought as I looked out my window at the moon. (Would anyone notice that im gone??) I bit down on my lower lip. "nonono stop it... dont think like that... I just need time alone thats all" I tried to shake away those thoughts but it just kept on coming back. (You need to end things... Put an end to your heart ache and pain.. End everything..)