My Girlfriend || Taehyung x Reader

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-Regular Pov-

Jungkook Pov
Its been 3 weeks since Y/n has been in the hospital. I visit her everyday before practice and after practice. Everyone has been asking me where I have been going but I cant tell them yet...  felt bad for always lying to them where I was going but I just didnt want them to worry. If they knew what happened to Y/n then they wont be able to focus during performances.. especially Tae. 

I was leaving practice early until Yoongi hyung stopped me "Kook can I talk to you?" he asked and I nodded following him out of the practice room and down the hallway to the break room. "Why have you been leaving practices and such early?" he questioned crossing his arms. I shrugged my shoulders "I've just been going out and such. Hanging out with BamBam and others" I explained but he shook his head "BamBam told me you havent hung out once. What are you hiding?" 

I didnt answer his question but he asked once again but raising his voice slightly "Kook! Im serious. We have all been worried. You could tell me... I wont tell anyone else." I shook my head again "Kook is it a girl? have you been seeing someone lately?" I shook my head once again denying his claims. "Then tell me!" I yelled making me shocked at his outburst "I-I cant hyung!" 

"WHY CANT YOU TELL ME?! IS IT THAT IMPORTANT THAT YOU HAVE TO HIDE THINGS FROM YOUR HY-" I cut him off by yelling "Y/N IS IN THE HOSPITAL!" I groaned in annoyance. "There hyung I told you! Y/n is in the hospital! Thats why I've been leaving practice early.. to go see her" 

Yoongi hyung knitted his brows together "Why is she in the hospital... I never heard about her being the hospital.. how long has she been in there and why?!". "Hyung.. she attempted to commit suicide. I found her in her apartment unconscious.. she cut herself too much to the point where she lost TO MUCH BLOOD!" Hyungs eyes widened. "W-Why??" I softly spoke as tears brimmed his eyes. 

"Hyung... dont forget that she had depression.. but the things thats been happening to her triggered it. Ever since the media and world found out about Taehyung and Chanyeol cheating on her.. shes been receiving so much hate along with death threats from people on social media...." I felt bad for not being there to help her... "L-Let me come with you to the hospital..." He asked and I nodded. 

(At the hospital)

"Jungkook!" I heard my name being called out. I saw the doctor running up to us. "Has she woken up yet!?" I asked but he shook his head.. "I just wanted to let you know that... we ran some tests on her and it seems that she might not make it... Her heartbeat is unstable.. and theres nothing that we could do..." I looked over at Yoongi hyung who began to cry. "W-We need to tell the others..." I mumbled before taking out his phone. 

Yongi Pov
I pulled my phone out and began to dial Taehyungs number while Jungkook phoned Henry telling him the news. 

Tae📸
Hyung??

Me
H-hospital... come to the hospital now.

Tae📸
What? Why?? Whats wrong? Are you okay?!

Me
Its about y/n...

Tae📸
Y/n is she alright??

Me
Taehyung... shes dying.

Tae📸
Hangs up.
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Taehyung Pov
My phone slipped out of my hand. My mind went blank. My cheek suddenly felt wet, I reached up touching my cheek and felt tears. I was crying. I got up from my bed and ran out of the dorm only wearing shorts and a t-shirt. I didnt care to stop a cab, I couldnt waste anymore time. I needed to get there. I needed to see her. 

I sprinted down the busy streets of Seoul while tears streamed down my face. (Y/n please.. wait for me.) I ran as fast I could, tripping on my laces of my shoes I fell to the ground scraping my knees. "Woah are you alright??" a stranger asked holding his hand out. I got up quickly ignoring his offer to help and continued to run. 

Time Skip~

I finally made it to the hospital. I ran in looking like a mess, I saw Yoongi hyung and Jungkook standing there. They turned their attention towards me and looked shocked "W-Where is she?!" I ran up to them panting. "H-Hyung your knees! Their bleeding. You need to-" "Where is she! I need to see her!" I began to cry out. Jungkook looked down at me with sad eyes before taking my hand in his leading me to her room. 

He slid the door open for me and I walked in. Dragging my feet behind me I stopped in my tracks once my eyes fell upon her small body. I fell to my knees, bringing my hands up to my face as I began to cry again. "w-what happened to you..." I softly spoke while lifting my head. 

"She.. attempted to commit suicide." Jungkook spoke up while handing me a white phone... it was Y/ns phone. I took it from his hands and looked down, I turned on the phone and entered her passcode which was my birthday. A small smile tugged at the corners of my lips once I saw that our photo was still set as her background. Suddenly the small smile faded as notifications popped up one after the other. (???)

I opened her instagram and her DM was filled with death threats... After opening her other social media accounts it was the same result. It felt as if my heart sank all the way to my stomach. I began to blame myself. It was my fault she was feeling like this. It was because I cheated on her... It was also because 'he' cheated on her too.. I tossed her phone to the side and reached out holding her hand tightly in mine. "Im sorry... Im so sorry for everything I did... I didnt mean to ever hurt you. I was stupid... IM AN IDIOT" I cried the last part. 

I kissed the back of her hand continuing to apologize, begging her to just wake up. I was wishing that this was all a dream. That I will wake up and Y/n will just be by my side smiling at me. But thats not what this was. This was reality. This is life...