Passion.

Give Up.

Hai and Assalammualaikum everyone. After a very very very long time since I did not write, so today I want to write because I think this is the only way for me to vent out my sad story.

Recently, after I finished my final examination for semester 3, I literally become a lifeless girl. Too many things that I want to give up, but I could not.

I want to give up with my studies because it was so hard for me, and I think I could not handle the pain anymore. I want to give up with my appearance. When I looked into my friends' socmed, they posted about their holiday with full of joy, and not like me, I felt jealous. I envy with them, but I comfort myself that I should be grateful for what I have and had until now.

I may smile and laugh in front of my families and friends, but deep inside my heart, sometimes I felt lonely. It hurts me when I cried alone over something that made me disappointed. Anyone feels me?

That's all I wanna share about my feelings. Sometimes our pain could not be expressed by talking to someone, but by writing, it may made us relieved. 🦄

                                            Love Hana ♡