Different

Chapter 26

BILLIE RELEASED A SONG IM SCREAMING!!!

sorry for not uploading but school has been doing a lot of shit to make my life miserable and busy. I'll try and post as much as I can.

Also I cut my hair and it's so small and cute. But i can't put it in a bun anymore and I'm kinda sad.

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Waking up to Luke hugging me, is something I could get used to. I try to move without waking him up and thankfully, I succeed. I go and brush my teeth, so he doesn't have to smell my morning breath. I take a 5 minute shower and get dressed.

When I get out of the bathroom, Luke is still sleeping, so I get on top of him. "Wake up, Luke," I whisper, playing with his hair. He doesn't move, so I say it louder, still playing with his hair. Nothing.

Fine.

I start jumping on him, "LUKE WAKE THE FUCK UP," I yell and he slowly opens one eye. He lightly pushes me off and turns around, falling asleep again.

Is he for real right now?

Fine. He can sleep if he doesn't want to wake up.

I get out of the room and go eat some breakfast. V and Jack join me. They look sleepy. "What are you so happy about?" Jack scoffs.

"And what's gotten stuck up your ass?" I roll my eyes at him and continue eating my sandwich. It's not like him - being all stuck up and angry. I wonder what's gotten into him. He rolls his eyes back at me and picks at his egg with a fork.

"We'll leave you with your loverboy," Jack says and leaves without saying anything else. V gives me an apologetic look and follows Jack. He's really having a bad morning. I'll talk to him later.

"I was wondering where you went," Luke looks at me, a bit angry. He has no right to be angry at me. He was the one pushing me off and sleeping.

I roll my eyes, " Well if you haven't pushed me off, I'd stay in bed with you," I scoff. He takes a plate with a sandwich and sits in front of me. He takes a bite, his eyes not leaving mine.

Well this is uncomfortable.

He licks the sandwich, still looking at me and I laugh, "you're disgusting." He snorts and starts eating the sandwich like a normal person. Not that he is one, but still.

"We're skiing together today, right?" Luke asks me and I shake my head. "I think I won't be skiing today," I'm super tired and feeling very lazy today. I just wanna lay in bed and watch Pewdiepie. Or maybe draw.

(It used to say Shane Dawson, but we don't support racists in this house!)

It's too fast. I can't do it.

So no drawing.

"Well then I'm not skiing either," his voice is determined so I don't even bother trying to change his mind. He really is stubborn.

Slowly, he puts his phone on the table and continues eating. It starts lighting up like crazy again. I frown and look at my empty plate. Luke notices that and puts his hand on mine, "it hasn't stopped since we got here," he sighs and I nod.

"I can delete it, if you want me to?" He asks me and I shake my head. I won't be that controlling. I'm not that crazy. I do admit, it's making me jealous and uncomfortable, but still, I won't be telling him to delete it.

Of course, my jealousy and uneasiness is visible through my eyes, so he takes his phone and deletes it. "There," he smiles and I draw my eyebrows together. I do feel very relieved but I still don't understand.