Levi's P.O.V.
I don't know what I was thinking when I sent Niall the text. I guess I was just to broken to even carry on in life. I sat on my bed with the phone in my hand, waiting for him to text back. Stupid. He won't talk to you. Remember what you said before? A buzzing sound snapped me out of my thoughts. I quickly turned my phone on and read what Niall had to say.
Niall: Levi, please call me. I love you too much to let you go, and I want to you back. I want to be with you everyday, and please tell me what you mean your sorry about
I sighed. My chest felt like an empty box, waiting to be filled. But there was nothing to even put in it, except loneliness. He didn't want me back. After what I put us through. He was just trying to find something to fill his little hell-hole. But I picked the phone up and texted.
Levi: I can't come back to you, and you know that. I do miss you but, you know what we have to do? We have to go separate ways. And I'm sorry about....
I paused. Did I really want to say this? No, I just wanted him back. But it was impossible. I finished the sentence with: everything. I pushed send and gave into my aching pains. I don't think I've ever loved one person so much.
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I woke up in the middle of the night. My clothes from earlier were still on me and I had my phone clutched tightly between my fingers. I guess I couldn't stay away, now could I? I checked for messages and saw three. All from Niall. I yawned and quickly read them.
(ten hours ago)Niall: Everything? What do you mean by everything?
(ten hours ago)Niall: Babe, why aren't you texting me? Did I do something? Please tell me.
(two hours ago)Niall: Levi, come on pick up the phone.
I hesitated. I didn't-no couldn't talk to him. He'd just reopen closed wounds. I heaved a sigh and deleted them. Maybe after breakfast? I left the phone on my bed and ate breakfast. Niall in my mind the whole time. Why couldn't we just show the world that we were meant to be? I mean there are some people who would understand, right?
"Hey." a girl voice said behind me, making me jump and spilling cereal all over my clothes. "Whoops. Dint mean to scare you there." she said a hint of mischief in her voice. I groaned. Milk was seeping through my jeans and the little pieces of cereal were starting to dry up. "It's okay Maddie. I'll just change." I said as I stood up letting milk and cereal drop onto the floor.
After I changed into something nice, I went back down stairs were Maddie was sitting in one of the chairs a cup of hot coffee closed between her hands. She had her head over the steam and her eyes closed. She would always do this, because she said it helped lower the chances of getting hiper. I laughed under my breath and got another bowl out. Then I ate again, with Maddie constantly asking me questions I didn't have the answers to.
After I ate I went back and texted Niall, because I couldn't bear not hearing from him. Maybe we could have a secret relationship no one even knew about. We wouldn't have to tell anybody. I smiled at the thought, which gave me courage to actually tell him about it.
Levi: Niall, I can't tell you what I mean by everything. But maybe if we could talk someplace private, I could discuss a few things with you.
Niall: Levi? Babe? Why can't you just tell me? And of course I'll find someplace where we can have a talk.
I laughed a bit.
Levi: Okay. Tell me when you find it.
A/N: ERMAHGERSH I'M SOOOOOOO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING! I was at college, and still am at college, but I am going to try to update my stories I PWOMISE! :3
